bila jauh,aku rindu.sumpah tak tipu.

Track; Ugly;2NE1

i always think that it is much easier to express myself through lyrics.this song fits me perfectly.

...

and today,27th July is Mak's birthday.hehehe!finally,mak angkat phone jugak after almost hundreds of miscalls.i dont lie.

there's too many stories from my mom.many things happened in last few days..

1. warna tema untuk raya tahun ni dah tukar.changed to something unknown.the undecided colour.LOL.it was supposed to be brown,but mak kata rumah Tok dah tukar langsir warna brown,so tak boleh.nanti time tangkap gambar family dekat rumah Tok,kitorang blend in dengan langsir plak.adoi.hence,the change.

2.esok mak nak bawak Qaseh pergi tindik telinga!heheehee.mak excited sebab berjaya hasut Kak Nie bagi tindik telinga Qaseh.sebab kami,5 adik beradik perempuan,semua tak tindik telinga.i've done it once,longggggggggggg ago,but sebelah telinga aje.sebab?well,Azian Hana takut jarum.so takde tindik-tindik ni.and kakak2 and adik2 pun tak begitu suka benda bergayut dekat telinga.rasa tak selesa.maka selamat lah duit mak tak payah susah-susah nak beli subang emas untuk anak anak dara dia.

3. mak siapkan interior design untuk ruang tamu and porch kereta.sebab siang tadi mak dengan abah sibuk pergi kedai pilih marble sesuai.and terkeluar lah cerita pasal mak gaduh dengan abah pasal nak pilih marble.pilih marble je punnnnnnnnnnnnnnn boleh gaduh!abah tengah obses dengan warna biru,so semua benda dia nak biru.marble,langsir and even warna tema pun nak biru!abah,tidakkah anda tahu anak anda ini BENCI warna biru?tsk tsk.

4. mak kata,expect something different time raya nanti.apakah?

5. Kak Nie beli kereta baru.pffft!ini memang tak boleh ulas sebab emo sangat neh.hmmpphh.

6. abah kata; semua barang2nak buat kuih raya dah siap beli.tinggal tuan badan balik dari India,then baru start buat biskut raya.adoi.lagi 5 hari nak raya baru nak buat?kelam lah aku raya ni.

7.mak ingatkan pasal tarawikh.dia kata dia sedih.3 anak dia takde kat rumah.tsk tsk.nak buat macam mana mak.kalau taknak sedih,hulur la duir buat beli tiket kapal terbang balik dalam masa terdekat ni.hahaha.

cakap dekat mak;

"rindu la Nabihah,Aloi dengan Dik Lin"

mak;

haih,bila duduk jauh-jauh,rindu menggunung.dah balik rumah,kerja main tarik rambut,backhand sana sini.elok sangat anak dara macam tu.

hahaha

and i didn't get to speak with Nabihah today.she's asleep.penat sangat belajar agaknya.mak kata semalam abah rotan dia sebab tak siapkan homework.LOL.rutin harian abah time anak-anak sekolah memang tak pernah berubah.

Ramadhan

Track; I'll Smile; Jo Sung Mo

i forgot to call my mom,and now she refuses to reply my message.alahai mak.

...

and Ramadhan lagi 8 hari.semoga sampai umur untuk bersama Ramadhan.tahun ni sahur and berbuka,bertarawikh dengan rakan-rakan lagi.cuma 4 hari terakhir aje akan buat semua tu dengan family.inshaAllah.

sungguh tak sabar nak balik!nak jumpa Aqeef Nabihan yang dengar kata,dah makin gemok!and semestinya nak jumpa Qaseh yang Kak Nie kata dah macam tayar terlebih angin.hahaha.

nak pergi jumpa Mak Wa jugak.semoga Allah lancarkan semuanya.

and raya tahun ni,nak peluk mak abah lama sikit dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya.qada yanf tak peluk tahun lepas.hehe

for the time being,keep calm and prepare yourself for Ramadhan.in and out.hwaiting!

the show is over.packed your things and move on.

Track; Goodbye Baby;Miss A

there's too much things to be said,too much sentences to write,too much tears to spill,yet,i stare blankly at this screen.

well,i guess,i'm not that good in expressing myself.

or maybe,words aren't enough to describe everything.

que sera sera,what will be,will be.come hell or high water.

the show is over.packed your things and move on.

Track; Goodbye Baby;Miss A

there's too much things to be said,too much sentence to write,too much tears to spill,yet,i stare blankly at this screen.

well,i guess,i'm not that good in expressing myself.

or maybe,words aren't enough to describe everything.

que sera sera,what will be,will be.come hell or high water.

urgh

they say;

the second option will last long.heck.it wasn't.it wouldn't.

bye.

wrong assumption gives you nothing.

Track; When The Door Closes; Dongwoon & Doojoon of BEAST

a person once said;

"the happy moment,when you see him with the other person,is one of precious feeling you will get if you let him go"

well,that person was wrong.totally wrong.

weird people do exist

Track; Bad Women;FT Island.

i'm writing here,due to the effects of the nescafe i drank last few hours.whatever,let us get to the point of this post.

ok.

i bought B2ST Japanese album that cost me rm170.and it consists of;

-a DVD

-a 72 pages photobook

-3 songs.

3 FREAKING SONGS.

i'm not gonna tell you how i end up buying the album.

okay.that was a different story altogether.

someone buzzed me at ym.and asked me;

"how come you can be so happy and enjoy the musics,the kpop things,the novels and movies,if you are trying to be a doctor?i bet you can't be a good doctor then"

where's the fire,man?tiba-tiba buat ayat kureng begitu.

well,hello! a doctor is a human too.okay?we are not robots.and are you for real?how can you compare and judged me based on my tweets and blog?

you are a narrow-minded person i ever met.or maybe talked to.

you don't see how i struggled and stayed up late like a zombie just to read those medical facts.

you don't feel my tiredness after coming back from the hospital.

the most important thing is,you are not me.

and being a bookworm is one of the options i had,but i choose not to be one.because i believe,success is not about how many books you read,or how many facts you know.

and you just sit there and read my tweets,yet you dare to judge me?

get a life,please.

but thank you.it's a good reminder,but i'm more than glad if you can rephrase your last sentence.kahkahkah

and about me being a good doctor,well,CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!.

we'll see how.inshaAllah ^^

if i leave

Track: Awaken;Maher Zain

don't ask me why.it's been way too long since i listened to any nasyeed.yes.way too long.

so remember how i wrote in my last post about waking up early and go snap some good pictures?

well,it didn't happen.

i woke up late.very,very late,i must say.and i end up going to Hae Kum Gang with my girls.Hae Kum Gang is a Korean restaurant.the food was tasty,and you can eat all you want(except jajangmyeon,since it has some pork substance in its premix whatsoever) at a very low price.

i forgot to bring my camera,so no pictures.huh.

but having an outing with the girls sure did help me to forget all those sad things which happened in my life in last few weeks.i can't remember the last time i went out with Farina,Qish and Kotie,if you minus those short lunches during posting.

i didn't bought anything today,except for a new optical mouse.yeay for me.

then,at night,Bett dengan murah hati ajak bersiar-siar naik keretabaru dia.Zie tagged along with us and we went to Baskin.Bett's car is AWESOME.haha.toomany people were staring at us,the moment we went out to the main road.hahaha.you need to see the pictures,then you'll understand why.hahahaha.

okay too much rambles already.

p/s: today i met a person who questioned about why women need to cook for her husband,when she get married.she even compared that,with man who don't know how to be an imam.well,for me,those two things matter.

hands down.

some random stories that stay in my heart.

Track; If I Leave;Jo Sumi

i called abah early this evening,worried if he went to KL and joined the BERSIH,but thank god,he's busy fishing at some random river.mak must has warned him about this.and when i asked him,

"abah buat apa ni?line tak clear"

"abah tengah memancing.ada orang tu nak balik bulan puasa ni.mesti nak makan ikan pekasam.mak kerah abah suruh pancing ikan puyu.dia nak buat sendiri pekasam tu.happy?"

\^____^/

and oh,

i was busy cleaning my table just now,when my eyes caught on my camera,lying so helplessly in its bag,haven't been used for several weeks.

so i decided to wake up early tomorrow morning,and go visit JP Park or anywhere i could go.snap some pictures and go back home.

the camera ain't bought for nothing,ayam.remember how you begged abah to let you bought that camera?make it worth then.

new

Track: Roly Poly;T-Ara

i bought it.i bought the damn expensive Dr. Dre's headphone.and it's GREAT!MORE THAN GREAT!!!it is exactly like this one.

capslock can't express my feelings now.hahhahaa

and the quality is freakin good.the owner of the shop that i went to brought me to a construction site near the shop,just to test the headphone's quality.and i fell in love with it,the moment i use it...

thank you Abah sebab bank in duit.i love you.hahaha

Nadh,kalau jeaolus,jom esok kita ke kedai tersebut.marilah.kita boleh ada couple headphone.LOL.

my mood is good now.very,very good,i must say.

okay byeeeeeeeeeeee.

fate

it's all end when you see me in her.and those five years are nothing now.

sweet dream

Track; Close Your Mouth;M&D

habis dah exammmmmmmmmm!

and jangan tanya macam mana.sungguh jawab macam hape je.entah.lantak la.benda lepas jangan dikenang.

i have so much things to do now.the assignments,which supposedly kena hantar hari ni,laporan aktiviti IMSA,kemas bilik,etc..

but i end up watching Heartstrings and City Hunter.

erk

panic attack.exam is on Monday.

ya Allah,ease our way.dah usaha,cuma masih ada rasa gemuruh.

exam fever.

Track: Hot;2PM

exam is on Monday.i have more than 6 chapter for Commed.finished 2 chapters,another 4 chapters are waiting for me.

i am a dead meat.