too many mosquitoes.i cannot sleep!

it's been awhile people. it's been awhile.





so... i have another 40 days before my final MBBS exam. how time flies fast / sigh/ well i got to finish what i started. this is the time to prove to myself that i can do this! 

anyway.. remember when i wrote in my past entries about how i want to go to Seoul/South Korea so bad it hurts? well...i went there twice already. yeah! went there in October 2012 and the latest trip was last June. please don't ask me why am i so interested in Korea. i can give you thousands reasons,yet you will still be sceptical and told me i only went there for Kpop (well,that was one of the many reasons for those trips but i do have another beneficial reasons in my mind so..yeah.)


and before the June trip to Korea,i went to Singapore. well..that was pure kpop-intentional-trip, and one of the spontaneous trips i've gone through. like the last June trip to Seoul..that was spontaneous too. made up my mind within 2 days,booked a ticket,and flew over there,right after i finished my Emergency Medicine exam. 

Singapore was.... fine. but Seoul trip was more than GREAT! 

i'll put some pictures so you won't get bored with my rants (but you're the one who choose to read this?) 

4 of us went to Coffee Cojjee (one of kpop idols's cafe and there's a popular salon situated above the cafe).We went there not to see the idols,but just to have a sip of the coffee and the yogurt smoothie of this cafe. they are so delicious.the taste of its berries smoothies still lingers in my mouth,i almost gone crazy while typing this / sigh/ 

this picture was taken at one of MangoSix cafe at Sinsadong area. the Korean woman is my friend,J eonni (eonni = sister) / oh i miss being in Sinsadong -.- / 

this was one of the street performances we saw.this was in Ehwa Woman University area. me and my friends were so freaking tired from walking and shopping in that area,so we decided to sit down and listen to this performance. the guy in red cardigan with tambourine is cute though. ahaha 

this was at Han River,waiting for the sunset,while eating ddeobokki (rice cake.go google i'm too lazy to explain) and some takoyaki / they were delicious T^T / and of course.... snacks and banana milk! the ambience during this time was so peaceful,i almost made up my mind to migrate to Seoul in few years -.-

and of course..... CUBE Cafe! this is like the must-go-place for me.but whatever. i have nothing to say about this because i admit it,the sole reason i went here was to see kpop idols. well,i managed to greet Hyunah (again,go google). 

okay this was me and Sya. walao..look how tired i was.those eyebags and eyes..barely opened! haha this was while walking/strolling in some random streets in Seoul,i think. but i look flawless so..yeay! / slap myself/ i'm sorry -.-

one of the many love-locks at Namsan Tower.it is said that if you put love locks on the fences of Namsan Tower,your love will remained forever. i did put one lock on the fence at this tower.i know believing in such things is kurafat. but let's take it easy. isn't it nice to come back to this place and reminiscence about all the good memories i had with my friends during this trip? right? so i made one. not for my future-anything,but for me and my friends who got involved in this crazy-money consuming-time consuming-energy depleting-spontaneous-trip. 

i must say..my life has been more happier and less stressful after coming back from this trip. i finally realise that travelling is really my 'thing'. i get to know my own potentials (mind you, travelling in a country where 90% of its citizen don't know how to speak/even understand english IS hard.Thank God for all those k-dramas and kpop songs,i at least know what to speak and what not to ask to Korean people). and the most important thing is..i know that i can not be stuck with being a boring,no-fun doctor for my whole life. i learned what moderation is, i learned how to be a better person by knowing different kinds of people during this trips,and i made a whole lot of new friends. really. and as for the behind stories of how do i learned all this things...let me just keep it to myself. because if i was to tell each one of them,it will take a very long time,a every long post,that will bore you to death. hehehe 

so... just let me come out of these memories of seoul first.

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okay.i'm out. 

it's 40 days before final MBBS exam..and i'm not fully ready to be a doctor yet. but i believe that my God will not leave me and i'm doing my best.i will pull through this and gain success! 

dear self.... please don't give up on yourself! you can do this! 파이팅! 

kilang ulat

so,we went to the silk factory.kilang ulat,sebenarnya.

sebab kami terlalu bosan duduk di rural area tu.maka,di satu tengahari yang panas berbahang,16 orang gadis melangkah ke kilang ulat,terletak kira-kira 200 meter dari hospital tu.

mula-mula semua macam cuak dengan ulat2 yg meliuk lentuk tu,tapi akhirnya ada lah beberapa wakil tunjuk berani main pegang-pegang tabur tabur ulat tu.

1 kg of these = rs 500 = almost rm50

this uncle is a Muslim.and if you are wondering what was he doing,well,he scattered the ulat into that round container.he said he was letting the ulat to rest,get some sunlight and produce the cotton-like substance.

some of my friends were brave enough to help this uncle.and i did try to touch the caterpillar,and it feels like a....marshmallow.soft,and spongy.but ALIVE. urgh.

so much ulat(s). *screams*

just when i thought that the nightmare was over,my friends insisted on entering the house/kilang/whatever place it was called as, just to see another thousands of caterpillars.luckily i have Farina,who stayed with my through thick and thin *eceh* .both of us are afraid/geli with ulat.

tadah! welcome to the house of horror! there were like 6/7 stacks of these,in one cabinet.and they have like..10 of cabinets? i'm not sure.i was busing checking my toes,ready to attack if any of the caterpillars manage to escape and come to me.

it was a great experience,despite the fact that i went back with a zero knowledge about silk making or whatever,because i was too busy jumping and running around,escaping from these little creatures.and also avoiding the naughty boys and girls in that village who tried to hand me some of these caterpillars.ergh.

i'll post another pictures of these later.

relieve

i'm forever alone in this house.my roommate reached Malaysia already,and other housemates will be going to Goa for 3 days.and me?

stuck in Bangalore for the whole week.

yeah.life is unfair.

well,at least i have my Smurfs.i'm a Smurf Village addict now.every now and then i will go to my village and check if there's anything to harvest.pathetic,yet interesting.

friends around me asked why i didnt booked a ticket to go somewhere,since my "misi bulan tiga" is gone.heck.how i wish i can escape from this situation.i made a promise and now i cant break it.salah satu ciri orang munafik okay jika memungkiri janji.

i bought INFINITE's Paradise album and it reached home safely.haha.called rumah and mak cakap;

"ni ada parcel untuk dikyan.nak bukak tak tgk ada apa?"

"bukak la mak.lepas tu send gambaq kat bbm eh"

received a picture,and i never thought i can smile for 15 minutes while staring at it.u guys won't understand anyway.it's okay.

he is HOYA.one of man i want to marry if he is a muslim.hahaha.bye.

when the rains stop,slowly,little by little,you will stop as well.

"hujan emas di negeri orang,hujan batu di negeri sendiri,baik lagi negeri sendiri"

peribahasa di atas,tuan tuan dan puan puan,amatlah tidak boleh diaplikasikan kepada pelajar-pelajar di Bangalore.

sebab baru sebentar tadi,hujan batu turun membelasahi penunggang motosikal,dan juga mencalarkan kereta.tapi tak kisah.since Bangalore amat,amat,amatlah jarang hujan,maka kami masih bersyukur!

mari kita bagi tengok sikit ais-ais yang turun dari langit.rasa nak buat ais kepal aje.tapi bila fikir balik tahap pencemaran udara di dunia ni,aku agak ragu-ragu.ended up buat milo panas dan duduk depan laptop sambil layan On Rainy Days by B2ST.such a bless!

even the swimming pool looks like a glass full of ices.

okay bye nak tidur.hujan-hujan macam ni,tarik comforter microfibre memang sedap.kahkah.byeeee!

the never-ending craziness

we went to Matteo today,for some coffees,good foods and a little bit of brain decompression.and with all 7 people in one car,it's quite a challenge.but we had a good time.

Zimah and Hana were forced to sit at the front.haha

but later at night,i drank some coffees again.i mean come on,those notes aren't going to read themselves,right?what to do.this is the reality.and quite depressed actually,knowing the fact that i need good marks to achieve my goals.

just look at those clean sheets.and the book isn't "lunyai" yet.that shows my laziness in reading ENT.

and this is my good friend.a cup of coffee,again.

mak risau bila call anak dia yang sorang ni asyik suara takde tenaga.

"macam tak makan aja"

"makan la mak.mana boleh tak makan.sakit kepala sikit ja,sebab stay up buat notes"

"mak agak dah.tak payah risau sangat.belajar mana mampu.Malaysia boleh!"

mak and her "malaysia boleh!",memang tak boleh dipisahkan =.="

the juniors are coming in few days.i just can't wait to resign from IMSA.haha.biar orang lain rasa sengsara buat events untuk students!yeeehhaa~

update raya.

just got back from Malaysia.and i miss it already.apakah ini?

raya kali ni sama dengan raya sebelumnya.cuma tambah sikit busy nya.dengan tetamu yang tak berhenti bertandang.sampai kecut 10 jari tangan asyik basuh pinggan di dapur.punyalah busy sampai tak sempat snap gambar raya satu family.tsk tsk.

tapi puas sebab berjaya bermain dengan Qaseh and Aqeef tanpa batasan.bangun pagi celik mata terus pegang baby.dah la bau fresh budak2 tu.sungguh bahagia.aqeef pukul 6 mesti dah terbeliak biji mata.selalunya mak hantar aqeef masuk bilik aku,bagi baring sebelah aku sampai aku bukak mata.Qaseh pulak boleh detect dia bangun bila dengar bunyi gelang kaki dia.

nah sedikit gambar untuk santapan mata.

ada beberapa benda nak aku kisahkan di sini.tapi nanti-nanti sebab esok pagi ada exam menanti.sekian pantun 3 kerat aku.bye.

p/s: Malaysia memang indah.

first internal exam.haaa sentap ke tak?

Track: Nagging; IU ft Seulong

i'm in Adam Couple mode now.sheesh!

i miss their unique ways of bringing laughter to me.

and oh.i just realize how many topics of ENT and Ophthalmology that i have to cover for this first internal exam.for real.

THIS IS JUST THE FIRST IA.HOW COME IT CAN BE THIS MUCHHHHHH????!!!

tolong jangan tertipu.those "diseases of conjunctiva,cornea and lens" might looks simple,but heck,there's like hundreds of diseases in those topics.pfftt.

i don't know.might as well stay up and do all the notes.and i'm going to library today.for sure.

and nerd mode is activated now.byeeeee.

my pretty Hongki

Track: Hello Hello;FT Island.

lagu ni berhantu.and aku ulang balik tengok Mnet Scandal sebab manusia yang cool and macho gila bawak kereta sebelah tangan macam tu.siapa?ni haa beliau ni.

lantak.masih suka eventhough dia taktahu pun aku wujud.biarrrrrr.

isk.parah dah kau ni ayam.tsk tsk.

sorry it's my blog so i can write whatever i want

Track: It's You;SUJU

replaying this song again and again and again.we have come to this point.after this,how could i be able to hear this song and smile?

ever ever did babyyyy

Track; Going Crazy;Song Ji Eun

i can sense myself getting into another problem.fever.no.bukan bieber fever.ewwwww bieber.

but i stayed up late at night to watch this,at least,i found some happiness during this sad days.

Jihhyo is so tiny when she's standing beside Gwangsoo.how cute!

i'm gonna forget about that and live my own life.

orang kata kalau jodoh tak kemana.tapi ini memang dah tak ada jodoh la nampaknya.

apa-apa yang kita pernah ada untuk 2 tahun setengah ini,hilang tak berganti.apa nak buat.sudah takdir Allah.

let me stay here for a while

Track; Can You Smile;INFINITE

tiring days.away from laptop,bed,kitchen or desk for almost 24 hours.and i'm not talking to mak for almost 2 days.busy tak sempat nak call.gosh.i wonder how it feels to be busy during housemanship.

what a sad,sad reality.

some people around me changed.in a good or bad way.both.but whatever.i couldn't care less.

and i'm downloading Jay's Tonight MV.how i miss that stupid and pervert leader in 2PM.

ps my confidence starts to shake up.the shattered hearts and all.and where's our foundation of faith?

i smile like an idiot when i'm talking to you.

Track: On Rainy Days;BEAST

God knows how many times i listen to this song.it probably will take over F(x)'s Danger in my most played song in my iPod.blergh.

nothing much to say.

oh,busy days are here. Saturday is here.i'll be busy till next Saturday,which is the day Secret Garden 2011 will be held..and thank god,my ophthalmology presentation got postponed by Dr. Jude. but it will be on this Monday.not nice a feeling,knowing that i'll be the only person presenting the slides on Monday.but,whatever.

and this is for whoever felt left out by me.or abandoned by me.i didn't meant to.i'm just busy with everything.

and you know there's more than just mere phone calls and messages.we don't really need it,do we?

the random feeling

Track: Fairytale; Alexander Rybak.

i'm 22 years old this December,and everyone around me keep asking if i will get married real soon.*sigh* so this is the dilemma my sisters had to face when they reached this age.now i know the feeling.

it's.................burdening.

yes it is. to hear all those questions. and to keep giving the same answer.

i don't know,but i don't think i'm able to carry those kind of responsibilities. kalau dah doctor suruh baca Davidson 600 helai mukasurat pun tak boleh, apatah lagi nak jaga tanggungjawab as isteri and menantu orang.

and kenapakah aku mengarut pasal hal ini tengah-tengah malam macam ni?whyyyyyyyyyyyy?

because i wish they stop talking about this.blergh.

and must be the effects of tiramisu yang one of my friends buat.sedap sungguh.and tengok video dekat youtube dekat iMac Dayah was like......woah! it makes me want one!

oh.just realize that i haven't put any of my niece's photo here.ok.shall we?

nasiblah kau Qaseh dapat mak sedara semua gila-gila macam ibu kau.kan dah bergaya tak memasal. keke.

the truth is..

Track; I Like You The Best; BEAST

You can be the chills that i feel on our first date

those one line is equal to my heart.and the track too.o yes.i'm up for those mushy,cheesy lines.kekeke

my current wish!

Track: Mr. Taxi;SNSD

SNSD's Mr Taxi PV is out!and After School's Shampoo MV is out too! yeay! big yeay!

mak and Aqeef dan selamat sampai rumah! sungguh jealous dengan semua orang yang ada di rumah! Qaseh dah jumpa Pak Su dia. hehe. i'm all excited, i can eat a whole cake now. okay sebenarnya mengidam cake yang sedap. saje buat alasan macam tu.haha.

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.he has my nose.and mak cakap mulut dia sangat kecik.kalau dia muncungkan mulut time nak kencing or berak,mulut dia tukar jadi size besar ibu jari kelingking je.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.nak pegang adik!

scream all you want Azian Hana.there's no way you can hold him until June. or maybe August 2011. haish!

MISI BULAN TIGA

Track: BEAST; I Like You The Best

i've been reading THIS since past few days.well,since it is my intention exactly. for my 3rd phase MBBS exam on next March. eceh. baru bulan April 2011,dah lorat nak plan cuti untuk March 2012. okay whatever.

but seriously, i think the best journey is when you just go with the flow. and your instinct. and have hell lots of money, of course. i don't know,but i really really want to go there. banyakkkkkkkkkkk benda nak beli dekat sana. tee hee.

and because of these to people, i have my own plan for this becoming March. let's just call it as MISI BULAN TIGA. hehe.

and as for my study, i've been an absentee for 3 days. semua MQA punya pasal. jangan nak blame sesuka hati okay. penat sungguh la nak dapatkan accreditation ni. tiap-tiap malam balik lambat. asyik ada kerja kena buat. nasib baik hari ni boleh balik awal. and rasanya esok pagi boleh dah start tadah telinga dekat lecturers. sebab esok hari last MQA dekat Bangalore! big yeay! * as if kau dengar betul-betul lectures tu yan*

about the clouds in the atmosphere

up up here we go!

this ain't killin yo

Bismillaah..

sorry for the late update peeps.dah bersawang ni haaa.

i miss home.home as in a place where all family members gathered and having the same meal,and doing chores together.

this place ain't my home.tsk tsk.apa ni homesick tiba-tiba.mendadak sungguh.and i'm not going to talk about my exam,which is on next January and March.blerghhh.bosan gila kat blog pun nak tulis pasal exam.get a life wehhh.LOL.

oh,Kotie dah sampai Bangalore balik.dengan membawak 5,6 botol kicap.maka bolehlah kami hidup dengan gembira selama untuk beberapa bulan lagi.yeay!

okay yours truly sungguh penat sekarang.rutin harian masih tidak berubah.malas nak ulas.agak-agak sendiri la okay.but please put some limits to your imaginations okay.*u know what i mean*

nah,sebagai buah tangan*paleotak kau ayam* aku bagi 2,3 gambar untuk tatapan.letih ah asyik tengok huruf je kannnnnn.

okay tak.satu je cukup.nak banyak2 buat hape?!ok fine.nak banyak2 pergi flickr ok.

ADRENALINE RUSH 2010

the sports carnival aka Adrenaline Rush 2010 was over.enjoy the pictures.

p/s: i'm out of words for this past few days till...now.

penyokong Mighty Apes yang datang.tu hoodie telinga comey2 tu Korea mari.cis.

cuba teka sape

futsal.walaupun panas,melekit eii eii masih ramai jugak yang turun sokong.

she may looks innocent,but she plays all kind of sports.just name it.

Seniors.Blue Tiger.team Red Chilliez and Royal Bee tak sempat snap gambar.sebab yours truly sibuk menyokong.sekian.

Haziyah Hassan.dengan anak beliau.

ni tak payah ada caption.tiap kali aku kata "weh gambar,memang muka dia betul2 depan kamera"