dilemma

semalam aku telefon mak. dengan suara ala-ala ella/ramli sarip..dengan nafas yang putus putus disambut dengan batuk berkahak.

"kan mak dah kata jaga kesihatan.selalu buat mak risau.duduk jauh-jauh macam ni susah hati mak"

"ala mak. dulu sekolah sains teluk intan dekat tet tak sampai 20km tu pun mak risau jugak.yang jauh berjuta batu ni pun mak risau jugak."

"hati emak. takkan pernah diam selagi anak tak ada depan mata."

"nanti dah kerja lagi la susah.entah entah kena posted pergi sabah sarawak boleh balik sekali sekala aja"

"tak payah laa pergi jauh jauh. dekat teluk intan pun ada hospital.ni haaaa,abah kata tanah untuk bukak klinik Yan dah siap dah.tak lama lagi dah nak habih belajaq kan"



*diam*




"mak,tak boleh ka kalau kita bukak restoran,tak payah bukak klinik?"

"nak kena luku kepala dengan abah ka??"



okay siapa nak join venture klinik aku.mai mai pakat pakat mai hoi.

-.-"

p/s: being the only daughter who actually listens to my own parent is...hard.kakak2 semua degil nak buat macam mana....

this isn't it

yesterday i saw a tall and charismatic doctor upon my arrival at the hospital. i was parking my scooter when our eyes met.my face reddened and i quickly turned away,trying to hide the embarrassment i felt at that time.

my friend who was standing near me saw this.

"kau apehal malu semacam dia dah kawen la."

i waited until the doctor went into the hospital and then i confessed;

"aku nangis depan dia la time exam haritu.malu tau tak"