fermented milk

Track; My Style;BEG

please ignore the title.i just too lazy to think of one,so i just type down the words i saw from Yakult.kahkah

Lie To Me episode 7 is out.and i'm done watching it.kekeke.sometimes,i wonder if those kind of silly gestures ever happened in real life.well,maybe.but surely not in my life.whatever.

some people were asking; what happened.

but all i can gave was my default answer.nothing happened.

p/s balik raya nanti kena pulang semua benda yang sepatutnya dipulangkan.

i'm back.

Track: Clap Clap;Teen Top

okay.i can start blogging again,since the stupid blogspot problem is resolved.ceh.

*haah Faiz.betul cakap kau.blogspot bengong*

okay.where should i start?oh well, I AM GOING HOME FOR RAYA!alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah.boleh pegang Aqeef,Qaseh and Amsyar!inshaAllah.

some of my friends are planning for basketball drill on Sunday morning,but sadly the Mighty Apes luncheon is on the same time.aci tak kalau nak bahagi dua badan?

and i'm dying to watch Lie To Me ep 7!and City Hunter too!but i have tons of works,lots of books to read.the first internal exam is just around the corner,yet i'm still wasting my time on useless thing.apa ni apa ni!

and Kotie is back from Malaysia!she bought along the novels that i've been dying to read.Hlovate's and Syud's.how could i miss them?haha.so malam ni bye2 ENT and Ophthalmology.kita layan novel dulu.

shall we?

total loss

Track: Lightless;B2ST

headphone dah sebelah tak bunyi.adakah ini petunjuk untuk headphone baru?

i want those LE Beats by Dr Dre. seorang doctor haruslah pakai barang yang dibuat oleh doctor juga.puahahahhaa.alasan kau sungguh tak meyakinkan ayam.

oh tadi call mak.mak bagi dengar Aqeef melalak dekat phone.senyum sorang2 aku dibuatnya.tiba2 bila Aqeef dah diam Qaseh pulak yang melalak dekat belakang.maka mak bagi aku dengar Qaseh punya nangis plak.dia memang menang besar lah.kuat sungguh suara budak tu.dah la siap berdengung segala.mak kata Qaseh dah pandai gelak and kenal orang.mak kata Qaseh manja sangat dengan Mak Ndak dia.okay jealous sungguh di sini.mana aciiiiiiiii.Mak Teh terpaksa merantau ke India demi ilmu sedangkan Mak Ndak hanya perlu duduk dan masak serta gomol bayi secara total.ini tidak adil.sungguh tidak adil.hish.

eh ayam,dah hilang ke sedih melankolik kau tu?

entah.ada la saki baki,tapi selagi tak ungkit secara besar besaran,inshaAllah selamat takde apa2.tapi kalau kena ungkit tanya soal siasat,dah sah-sah airmata satu baldi.

bak kata mak,dah buat macam mana.jodoh tak sampai.Tuhan nak bagi yang lagi baik la tu.

haah mak.haah.

sorry it's my blog so i can write whatever i want

Track: It's You;SUJU

replaying this song again and again and again.we have come to this point.after this,how could i be able to hear this song and smile?

losing

Track: On Rainy Days; B2ST

baru lepas main hujan.lenjun satu badan.

but even the dripping water can't wash away this sad feelings.

*when you found the EXACT song to describe your feelings*

When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
Even today, without a doubt
I just can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

Now I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you
Because of this pride

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

I must be drink, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you
No, it doesn’t mean that
It just means the time we had together was significant
When it’s the type of day that you would like
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories
I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape

Now I erase all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) Now there’s no path for me to return to
But looking at your happy face
I will try to keep on laughing, since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

What can I do about something that’s already ended?
I’m just regretting being the stupid fool I was
Rain always falls, so it will repeat itself over
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
Rain always falls, so it will repeat itself over
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

so this is how it feels like to lose you.

need you now

Track; Hello Hello;FT Island

KAN AKU DAH CAKAP,TAKDE KOTIE MEMANG AKAN BANGUN LAMBAT AND SKIP KELAS!SEE WHAT I'VE DONE!MISSING ENT CLASS JUST LIKE THAT!HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

unexpected u-turn

Track: Lonely;2NE1

a miracle happened today!guess what?

IT WASN'T MEDICINE POSTING.IT'S OBG!!!!YEAYYYYY!!

i was about to skip today posting,if it was medicine department.not ready at all.i went to school with selipar jepun.but since it turned out to be OBG,i stayed at the hospital.selamat attendance posting aku.hehe.

and it was interesting today.haven't been in OBG department for a long time,and now i'm back in there,i feel very happy!nomu nomu hangbokhae!hehe.

and that,makes me miss Aqeef and Qaseh much much more.

and Kotie dah balik Malaysia for a week.now tell me,who's gonna knock on my door and yell;

"AYAM BANGUN LAH WEI DAH TUJUH SETENGAH BANGUN MANDI CEPAT NANTI LAMBAT SAMPAI KELAS CEPAT LA BANGUN BANGUN LA AYAM!"

okay drama sangat.bye.

ps: malam ni ada postmortem SECRET GARDEN 2011.pfftttttt.

the broken promises

Track; Jar of Hearts;Christina Perri

"Who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms"

sadly,those frustrating emotions are coming back to me,now that i'm not busy anymore.i shouldn't listen to this song.

i blame Arif Jo for making me listen to this song again.cisssssss...whatever.

oh,SECRET GARDEN 2011 IS DONE!and Aaron performance was AWESOME!i miss the old him who used to sing stupid and silly songs for me.those nice,simple stupid songs played when we were in an iStore.good old days eyh.

*okay kalau dia baca mesti terharu.kahkahkah*

menangis sekaranggggggggggggggggggggggg.

okay.all i need is a good rest.i'll wake up at 3pm tomorrow.kekeekee

nappun yeoja

Track; Back To You;B2ST

my body,(including my lips) is swollen.badly.it's either because of the bed bugs,or something.i'll go and seek for doctor's help tomorrow.

and oh,bad news.i have Casualty and Emergency's exam tomorrow.but whatever.

and one last thing;

BEAST COMEBACK WAS AWESOME!I'M ANTICIPATING MORE AND MORE GREAT STAGE PERFORMANCES!

*facepalm*

this isn't the pure happiness.certainly not.

ever ever did babyyyy

Track; Going Crazy;Song Ji Eun

i can sense myself getting into another problem.fever.no.bukan bieber fever.ewwwww bieber.

but i stayed up late at night to watch this,at least,i found some happiness during this sad days.

Jihhyo is so tiny when she's standing beside Gwangsoo.how cute!

i'm gonna forget about that and live my own life.

orang kata kalau jodoh tak kemana.tapi ini memang dah tak ada jodoh la nampaknya.

apa-apa yang kita pernah ada untuk 2 tahun setengah ini,hilang tak berganti.apa nak buat.sudah takdir Allah.

over

dan tidak lagi aku daya untuk diupayakan lagi.

dah sudah tak ada apa-apa lagi antara kami.

everything is over.

nak ku adukan ke siapa ini? :(

back to you

Track: Fiction;B2ST

this is how my iTunes works right now.

and this is how i feel.since past few weeks.i don't know how this happened.must be the aftermath of the break up.

Have you ever had that feeling?

It’s painful…

Everything suddenly changes. Friends start avoid you. They ignore you all day, and find other people to hang out with. They talk about you behind your back, all of the bad things about you, and never the good. They don’t realize that they mean so much to you, and that it kills you so much inside to see what’s happening, and why. You hide your feelings, and act like everything is alright, but it isn’t.

because everyone stops to ask,but never waits for the answer.

Fact and Fiction

Track; everything from B2ST's Fact and Fiction!

THE ALBUM IS OUT!!!!!!!!!

*runs,and screaming*

*dies happily!*

try

Track :Tonight; BigBang

i always have my own reason when it comes to those kind of things.i'm sorry,but i prefer this way.

unfortunately,no one seems to understand.

this is when i realize my friends from the past know me better.

let me stay here for a while

Track; Can You Smile;INFINITE

tiring days.away from laptop,bed,kitchen or desk for almost 24 hours.and i'm not talking to mak for almost 2 days.busy tak sempat nak call.gosh.i wonder how it feels to be busy during housemanship.

what a sad,sad reality.

some people around me changed.in a good or bad way.both.but whatever.i couldn't care less.

and i'm downloading Jay's Tonight MV.how i miss that stupid and pervert leader in 2PM.

ps my confidence starts to shake up.the shattered hearts and all.and where's our foundation of faith?

i smile like an idiot when i'm talking to you.

Track: On Rainy Days;BEAST

God knows how many times i listen to this song.it probably will take over F(x)'s Danger in my most played song in my iPod.blergh.

nothing much to say.

oh,busy days are here. Saturday is here.i'll be busy till next Saturday,which is the day Secret Garden 2011 will be held..and thank god,my ophthalmology presentation got postponed by Dr. Jude. but it will be on this Monday.not nice a feeling,knowing that i'll be the only person presenting the slides on Monday.but,whatever.

and this is for whoever felt left out by me.or abandoned by me.i didn't meant to.i'm just busy with everything.

and you know there's more than just mere phone calls and messages.we don't really need it,do we?

you had me at annyeong

Track; On Rainy Days;BEAST

OMG! this song is addictive! how this song fits very nicely into my heart. and since Bangalore is raining now,all of it makes sense! and with Junhyung's cough in the middle of the song, Yoseob's soft voice,everything is beautiful. and tomorrow,they gonna release their MV teaser!stop teasing us and just release your full album!

p/s: these boys are amazing.good music,great emotions.even my friends who are not interested in Kpop nearly cried when they listen to this song.

fun

Track; Grenade;Bruno Mars

i almost forgot how it felt to have funs with your friends.

short trip to Shiro,since semua dah start mengidam sushi,maki and dimsum,even after balik Malaysia tak sampai 2 bulan.and God knows how hard it was to find a decent and proper place to pray in India.we had to pretend like we're gonna buy some clothes from the store,and pray in the fitting room.

and it was even harder in UB City,since this place just has 2 clothing departments,which is Diesel and another very-very-expensive-stores-that-you-need-to-think-twice/thrice-to-go-there.

maka berhempas pulas lah kami sembahyang maghrib di sana.and then,it's dinner time!kekeke

the meal costs us Rs8000.divide by 14 for ringgit Malaysia.u do the Math.

i know.i know.it's quite expensive,but it was the reality.makanan sedap dekat Bangalore memang mahal.dan disebabkan semua perut naga,maka memang order banyak la kan.kekeke

then after the dinner,we walked to find some auto rickshaw,but one of my friends suggested to go and have some coffees for the night.it was a pleasant,relaxing night.

the broken relationship.

Track: Sign;BEG

i'm out of things to download now.Running Man episode 36 is currently for VIP only.blergh..kedekut. Oh!My School dah ditamatkan.sampai hati.lepas ni macam mana nak tengok orang main game teka2 lagu,kalau salah kena sembur dengan angin kuat??waeee?waeee?ok drama.

so,Orthopaedics exam was okay.better than i thought. alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah semua benda yang dibaca lewat pukul 1-3 pagi semalam keluar semuanya. even benda-benda kecik pasal Kocher's method, Hamilton's ruler, Duga's test and whatnot, semua keluar lah. alhamdulillah. theory pun boleh jawab. mintak-mintak doctor yang check paper exam tu terbukak hati dia nak murah hati bagi markah kat aku kannn. ameen!

oh,tapi time viva tadi, ada jawab satu aoalan dengan bangang. kahkahkah.

Doc: what happened to olecranon, trochlear and ulnar when there is displacement or fracture of elbow joint?

me: erk, i don't get you sir.can u repeat the question please?

Doc: ok.what happened to the relationship between them?

Me: relationship? BREAK UP?

i swear the doctor was laughing inside!i swear! kahkahkah.

KAU INGAT LAWAK KE TU AZIANHANA?lawak?bagus sangat la jawab soalan macam tu.

=.="

p/s: i need to read more.more and more.sila jadi ulat buku lepas ni ayam.sila.

stupid update

Track: Haunted;TS

esok exam Orthopaedics.

i am a dead meat.

but it's okay.after exam esok,Azie ajak makan dekat Shiro! yeay! yeay! boleh makan dimsum.

p/s: Mazni Mazlan and Sarah K, i miss both of you.

underrated

Track: SOS;Double B21

Double B21 is underrated.seriously.but maybe due to large amount of members,it's kinda hard to know them.ok whatever.

i've been liking Kpop for several years.enough to say that i know who is who.and of course,when i heard about the so-called-kpop-Malaysia which does not make sense at all, i felt angry. i mean,SuJu practiced for God-knows-how-long years before debut/performed in front of the public,yet this 24/7 or whatever they called themselves, just easily trying to be SuJu.

oh come on! don't be like that. know who you are. be yourself.

there are lots of big differences between this wannabe and the real SuJu.

this is the real SuJu.

NOW CAN YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCES?URGHH.

i mean,how could you called yourself as Malaysia SuJu?or Malaysia Wonder Girls?erk.

you at least need to have this kind of healthy body if you want to copy them.at least.LOL

tu la rakyat Malaysia.segelintir. suka sangat tiru orang.kalau yang ditiru tu benda baik macam Masterchef tu takpe la jugak.ini tidak.kalau dah minat Kpop gila2 macam aku dengan geng2 Kpop aku tu,menari menyanyi buat release stress sudah2 la.tak payah tunjuk2 gitu.

tv dekat Malaysia sekarang ni pun tak bagus. banyak jalan cerita pasal percintaan,gaduh dengan kawan-kawan,cerita pasal magic yang tak masuk akal la. tayang plak memang dekat channel untuk budak-budak.tak salah nak bagi budak-budak kembangkan minda dengan imaginasi,tapi biarlah disalurkan ikut jalan cerita yang bagus.ini tidak,kecik-kecik lagi dah masuk Idola Bintang Kecil. kecik-kecik lagi dah terdedah cerita entah hape hape.kecik kecik lagi dah belajar bercinta.

rancangan macam Mari Mengaji tu takde la pulak diperbanyakkan bilangan nya.

i don't know. i seriously hate those kind of show for children. nak ajar tengok berita pun dah banyak sangat berita pasal benda-benda politik kotor ni. sungguh kesian adik-adik aku =.="

p/s: i know Kpop or any music isn't good for me as a muslim. i will end this craziness.for sure.

that cola is amazing okay?

Track: Tonight;BIGBANG

just realize that i didn't have their Japanese version for this song.downloading it right awayyyy.

i'm kind of LOVE these 2 verses.and of course it's because these two are GD and TOP's rapping parts.duhh.obviously.

GD:

I'm looking every way got my senses all in check

For that someone who can take my breath away and got my back

Now I'm never gonna diss this right I'm a bad boy but I'm nice

Steady representin' yo swagger girl

Let me blow ya mind

TOP.
Yo, you are my one and only, never wanna end up lonely
What it is to be drama free, want that for you and me
But its just not not happening
What I'm gonna do is the truth
Should we make way for the resolution

Don't wanna cry no more

but how could they be too different from the Korean version?i mean,just look at the first 2 lines of TOP's part!

GD.

I think I’m going to go crazy, I’m probably getting tired (why)

Nah, I think I’m just fed up, I’m already bored, you’re dull

I’m a bad boy that can’t be satisfied with one girl, but I’m nice

I’m not falling for you because I can’t stand it, let me blow ya mind

TOP.

When did we start, start losing the spark between us

We’re like a drained cola that’s lost its fizz

The first feeling of going numb, glancing at each other sideways

I’m not hanging myself over such a love, don’t wanna try no more

"I WANT THE DRAINED COLA THAT LOST ITS FIZZ" TO BE THERE!

okay.what is this?why am i raging over some lyrics?pergi tido la kau AzianHana esok pagi ada kelas pukul lapan pagi!

p/s: yesterday,i promised my self to sleep early.i just broke that promise.cehhh.

unless they look like Mick Jagger

Track: Tik Tok cover; Jessica of SNSD and Krystal of F(x)

yeah.i prefer the cover than the real one.

and bashing and complaining are two different things.just so you know.

ok tak emo.

just done with The Tortured 2010.gosh!that movie is sick.such a twisted story,eventhough Hana yang bijak berjaya teka dengan berjaya.abaikan dia.mesti lah dia tahu.beratus cerita thriller dia tengok kannn.but i'm kind of impressed with myself.dah berjaya tengok 4 movie genre macam tu. the first one is SAW. then DRAG ME TO HELL. semalam the third one, I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE. and yes. saya penakut.

browsing through my gifs folder,i found this.favourite gif everrrrrrrrr.

kalau gif tak gerak,maki blogspot.jangan maki aku.LOL

is that you,AzianHana?

Track: EVERYTHING THAT CAN BRING ME BACK TO MY OWN LIFE.

seriously."I Spit On Your Grave" is a very,very scary movie.i don't even know how a chicken like me dare to watch that movie.it was all Mayam,Teen,Effa,Hana,Bett,Uniq's fault!!they made me so curious about the story.and i end up watching it with Effa tonight. AT NIGHT! AT NIGHT!

gosh.

i just can't believe it.

and now i think i'm gonna have some nightmares tonight.i better go and neutralize everything with Korean stuffs. so,here's another reason why i need to watch Adam's couple again.

bye.

another chance is way too impossible

Track: Love Girl;CN Blue

revising everything that happened,i don't think that i could give you another chance. we've been running far too long,and i think it's time to stop now.don't you think so?

when you think that everything went well,think again.

i just did.

the random feeling

Track: Fairytale; Alexander Rybak.

i'm 22 years old this December,and everyone around me keep asking if i will get married real soon.*sigh* so this is the dilemma my sisters had to face when they reached this age.now i know the feeling.

it's.................burdening.

yes it is. to hear all those questions. and to keep giving the same answer.

i don't know,but i don't think i'm able to carry those kind of responsibilities. kalau dah doctor suruh baca Davidson 600 helai mukasurat pun tak boleh, apatah lagi nak jaga tanggungjawab as isteri and menantu orang.

and kenapakah aku mengarut pasal hal ini tengah-tengah malam macam ni?whyyyyyyyyyyyy?

because i wish they stop talking about this.blergh.

and must be the effects of tiramisu yang one of my friends buat.sedap sungguh.and tengok video dekat youtube dekat iMac Dayah was like......woah! it makes me want one!

oh.just realize that i haven't put any of my niece's photo here.ok.shall we?

nasiblah kau Qaseh dapat mak sedara semua gila-gila macam ibu kau.kan dah bergaya tak memasal. keke.