losing

Track: On Rainy Days; B2ST

baru lepas main hujan.lenjun satu badan.

but even the dripping water can't wash away this sad feelings.

*when you found the EXACT song to describe your feelings*

When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
Even today, without a doubt
I just can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

Now I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you
Because of this pride

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

I must be drink, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you
No, it doesn’t mean that
It just means the time we had together was significant
When it’s the type of day that you would like
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories
I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape

Now I erase all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) Now there’s no path for me to return to
But looking at your happy face
I will try to keep on laughing, since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

What can I do about something that’s already ended?
I’m just regretting being the stupid fool I was
Rain always falls, so it will repeat itself over
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
Rain always falls, so it will repeat itself over
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

so this is how it feels like to lose you.