too many mosquitoes.i cannot sleep!

it's been awhile people. it's been awhile.





so... i have another 40 days before my final MBBS exam. how time flies fast / sigh/ well i got to finish what i started. this is the time to prove to myself that i can do this! 

anyway.. remember when i wrote in my past entries about how i want to go to Seoul/South Korea so bad it hurts? well...i went there twice already. yeah! went there in October 2012 and the latest trip was last June. please don't ask me why am i so interested in Korea. i can give you thousands reasons,yet you will still be sceptical and told me i only went there for Kpop (well,that was one of the many reasons for those trips but i do have another beneficial reasons in my mind so..yeah.)


and before the June trip to Korea,i went to Singapore. well..that was pure kpop-intentional-trip, and one of the spontaneous trips i've gone through. like the last June trip to Seoul..that was spontaneous too. made up my mind within 2 days,booked a ticket,and flew over there,right after i finished my Emergency Medicine exam. 

Singapore was.... fine. but Seoul trip was more than GREAT! 

i'll put some pictures so you won't get bored with my rants (but you're the one who choose to read this?) 

4 of us went to Coffee Cojjee (one of kpop idols's cafe and there's a popular salon situated above the cafe).We went there not to see the idols,but just to have a sip of the coffee and the yogurt smoothie of this cafe. they are so delicious.the taste of its berries smoothies still lingers in my mouth,i almost gone crazy while typing this / sigh/ 

this picture was taken at one of MangoSix cafe at Sinsadong area. the Korean woman is my friend,J eonni (eonni = sister) / oh i miss being in Sinsadong -.- / 

this was one of the street performances we saw.this was in Ehwa Woman University area. me and my friends were so freaking tired from walking and shopping in that area,so we decided to sit down and listen to this performance. the guy in red cardigan with tambourine is cute though. ahaha 

this was at Han River,waiting for the sunset,while eating ddeobokki (rice cake.go google i'm too lazy to explain) and some takoyaki / they were delicious T^T / and of course.... snacks and banana milk! the ambience during this time was so peaceful,i almost made up my mind to migrate to Seoul in few years -.-

and of course..... CUBE Cafe! this is like the must-go-place for me.but whatever. i have nothing to say about this because i admit it,the sole reason i went here was to see kpop idols. well,i managed to greet Hyunah (again,go google). 

okay this was me and Sya. walao..look how tired i was.those eyebags and eyes..barely opened! haha this was while walking/strolling in some random streets in Seoul,i think. but i look flawless so..yeay! / slap myself/ i'm sorry -.-

one of the many love-locks at Namsan Tower.it is said that if you put love locks on the fences of Namsan Tower,your love will remained forever. i did put one lock on the fence at this tower.i know believing in such things is kurafat. but let's take it easy. isn't it nice to come back to this place and reminiscence about all the good memories i had with my friends during this trip? right? so i made one. not for my future-anything,but for me and my friends who got involved in this crazy-money consuming-time consuming-energy depleting-spontaneous-trip. 

i must say..my life has been more happier and less stressful after coming back from this trip. i finally realise that travelling is really my 'thing'. i get to know my own potentials (mind you, travelling in a country where 90% of its citizen don't know how to speak/even understand english IS hard.Thank God for all those k-dramas and kpop songs,i at least know what to speak and what not to ask to Korean people). and the most important thing is..i know that i can not be stuck with being a boring,no-fun doctor for my whole life. i learned what moderation is, i learned how to be a better person by knowing different kinds of people during this trips,and i made a whole lot of new friends. really. and as for the behind stories of how do i learned all this things...let me just keep it to myself. because if i was to tell each one of them,it will take a very long time,a every long post,that will bore you to death. hehehe 

so... just let me come out of these memories of seoul first.

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okay.i'm out. 

it's 40 days before final MBBS exam..and i'm not fully ready to be a doctor yet. but i believe that my God will not leave me and i'm doing my best.i will pull through this and gain success! 

dear self.... please don't give up on yourself! you can do this! 파이팅! 

update raya.

just got back from Malaysia.and i miss it already.apakah ini?

raya kali ni sama dengan raya sebelumnya.cuma tambah sikit busy nya.dengan tetamu yang tak berhenti bertandang.sampai kecut 10 jari tangan asyik basuh pinggan di dapur.punyalah busy sampai tak sempat snap gambar raya satu family.tsk tsk.

tapi puas sebab berjaya bermain dengan Qaseh and Aqeef tanpa batasan.bangun pagi celik mata terus pegang baby.dah la bau fresh budak2 tu.sungguh bahagia.aqeef pukul 6 mesti dah terbeliak biji mata.selalunya mak hantar aqeef masuk bilik aku,bagi baring sebelah aku sampai aku bukak mata.Qaseh pulak boleh detect dia bangun bila dengar bunyi gelang kaki dia.

nah sedikit gambar untuk santapan mata.

ada beberapa benda nak aku kisahkan di sini.tapi nanti-nanti sebab esok pagi ada exam menanti.sekian pantun 3 kerat aku.bye.

p/s: Malaysia memang indah.

MISI BULAN TIGA

Track: BEAST; I Like You The Best

i've been reading THIS since past few days.well,since it is my intention exactly. for my 3rd phase MBBS exam on next March. eceh. baru bulan April 2011,dah lorat nak plan cuti untuk March 2012. okay whatever.

but seriously, i think the best journey is when you just go with the flow. and your instinct. and have hell lots of money, of course. i don't know,but i really really want to go there. banyakkkkkkkkkkk benda nak beli dekat sana. tee hee.

and because of these to people, i have my own plan for this becoming March. let's just call it as MISI BULAN TIGA. hehe.

and as for my study, i've been an absentee for 3 days. semua MQA punya pasal. jangan nak blame sesuka hati okay. penat sungguh la nak dapatkan accreditation ni. tiap-tiap malam balik lambat. asyik ada kerja kena buat. nasib baik hari ni boleh balik awal. and rasanya esok pagi boleh dah start tadah telinga dekat lecturers. sebab esok hari last MQA dekat Bangalore! big yeay! * as if kau dengar betul-betul lectures tu yan*

this ain't killin yo

Bismillaah..

sorry for the late update peeps.dah bersawang ni haaa.

i miss home.home as in a place where all family members gathered and having the same meal,and doing chores together.

this place ain't my home.tsk tsk.apa ni homesick tiba-tiba.mendadak sungguh.and i'm not going to talk about my exam,which is on next January and March.blerghhh.bosan gila kat blog pun nak tulis pasal exam.get a life wehhh.LOL.

oh,Kotie dah sampai Bangalore balik.dengan membawak 5,6 botol kicap.maka bolehlah kami hidup dengan gembira selama untuk beberapa bulan lagi.yeay!

okay yours truly sungguh penat sekarang.rutin harian masih tidak berubah.malas nak ulas.agak-agak sendiri la okay.but please put some limits to your imaginations okay.*u know what i mean*

nah,sebagai buah tangan*paleotak kau ayam* aku bagi 2,3 gambar untuk tatapan.letih ah asyik tengok huruf je kannnnnn.

okay tak.satu je cukup.nak banyak2 buat hape?!ok fine.nak banyak2 pergi flickr ok.

pieces of Dubai

Bismillaah..

got back from Dubai last morning.and continue to sleep till 1 pm.tu pun sebab nak bye2 nadhirah yang nak balik malaysia pulak.

perlu ke cerita tentang percutian terulung tahun ni?tak payah.let the pictures tell you everything.

okay satu je.nak banyak2 pergi tengok dekat fb or flickr okay?now i need to get my hands off these keyboard and start packing my things to go back to Malaysia.

the reason is you.

Bismillaah..


the only reason i want September to come fast is this;

DUBAI

the plane ticket was booked.okay.over excited.minta-minta Allah izinkan.and automatically,i have one concrete reason for not going back and stuck up with mom's plan this becoming September.


dah.sekarang nak pergi tengok budak-budak berlatih menari agogo untuk Talentime esok.

new baby

Bismillaah..


i have a good news.[kali ni memang betul2 good.holeyau!]

i have a new baby.oh bukan baby betul yang macam Maddox anak angkat Kak Jolie ke ape,but..


a new Nikon D3000.lepas penat lelah berhempas pulas survey sana sini.at first,i want D5000,but at last beli yang D3000 sudeyyhh..the reason?just because.haha.



btw,siapa yang dah tgk We Got Married episode 1,Yong Hwa and Seo Hyun version?nak tau apa tajuk lagu[music sebenarnya] yang keluar time mula2 Seo Hyun nak letak blanket atas bahu Yong Hwa.siapa tau?siapa tau?

=.='


aaaa.lagi satu.exam Comm Medd ditunda ke tarikh lain.selepas hols.gembira and syukur.at least boleh focus dekat killer subjects dulu.

done updating.see.hidup aku biasa aja.tapi cukuplah seadanya.dah habih bagus dah ni.Alhamdulillah.

:)

memories remain

Bismillaah...


aku jelajah mukabuku tadi.ada kawan ke Nur Lembah Pangsun.dan automatiknya lah,aku terkenang zaman manis di sekolah.

kem elite.


i miss that moment.big time.

futsal

Bismillaah...


oh,pasal futsal tournament.

there are 4 teams for the girls.

Blackberry Curve.Shigella[mine!],Mac Conkey's and Reput.

White,Blue[mine],Pink and Black.



the Shigella is the first runner up.the absolute winner is the Blackberry Curve[they have Sissy Liana yang memang pemain bola since form 2.what do you expect?duh!].

but i was satisfied with my team last night.good job peeps!sungguh tak percaya yang ramai lagi kawan2 boleh main futsal dengan jayanya.

oh,the highlight of this post is...

i managed to score 1 goal for my team.[kitorang sumbat 2 bijik aje.yang lagi satu Siti Syazwan yang sumbat.but still,bangga!hehe.

gambar?later.malas nak grab dekat facebook lagi.

on conversation

"kalau kau ada depan mata aku,dah lama kau tembus,tau?"
"tak"

kalaulah

"hidup mesti jalan terus,sampai jumpa Tuhan"

will be off to Agra,Shimla and Manali in less than 6 hours.thus,UNTOLD akan tergendala sekejap.sabar readers.hehe.

i love holidays.well,who doesn't?

the day

mode: senang hati



20th November 2009 is coming to its end..

i escaped clinical posting today.again!

but the escapism is a good thing.because i went to the cinema and watch 2012.


2012.

heh.everyone is talking about it.now and then.so i decided to give it a try.and here goes my evaluation[kau ingat kau tukang review filem dekat surat khabar ke?]
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kalau nak dikisahkan,iya,memang hebat.dengan gambaran lava api,gunung ais,dan lautan seluas dunia.dengan segala rekahan rekahan yang digambarkan melalui sistem komputer yang agak 2 thumbs up.

sedih,bila semua anak anak berhubung dengan ayah dan ibu melalui phone,dan cuba untuk terima hakikat yang semuanya sudah terlambat.

memang gerun bila tengok semua jadi tunggang terbalik.memang takut.

setengah jam pertama aku masih mampu bersandar.
masuk setengah jam kedua,sudah bangun dari sandar.aku genggam jari jari aku.gerun.
sejam yang seterusnya,sehingga akhir,aku masih tidak sandar,sambil aku gigit jari jari aku.aku ngilu dan gerun dan takut.

sampai begitu sekalinya impak filem tentang kiamat itu.

tapi,

apa itu sudah cukup dahsyat dari hari kiamat yang dijanjikan Dia?

tidak.

"...apabila bumi digoncangkan sedahsyat dahsyatnya,dan gunung dihancur luluhkan sehancur hancurnya,maka jadilah ia debu yang berterbangan..." Al-Waqi'ah;4,5 &6


tapi tadi dalam filem tak hancur pun,siap boleh selamat ramai ramai lagi.

so,see,betapa besarnya kuasa Allah.

dan mereka mencipta filem filem yang menjangkakan kedatangan hari kiamat,tapi masih tidak mahu berusaha dan membawa diri ke arah yang lebih baik.

dan bila masuk tahun 2012 nanti,aku harap tidak ada umat Islam yang panik dan curiga,dengan menggerunkan diri sendiri tentang berlakunya kiamat pada tahun itu.ingat,janji Allah itu pasti.kalau ditakdirkan kiamat pada hari ini,maka jadi.[ingat sikit,hari ni hari Jumaat].


tapi,2012,ada gabungkan elemen elemen Titanic sikit.

but no wonder,pengarah yang sama.

:P
.....

sekian review filem.

=.='

....

dan iya,aku masih homesick.

haaa,one thing.i'm going to have dinner with the doctors from Baptist Hospital.and the seniors too.just wait for the picturessssss people.[okay diam ayam,macam banyak orang nak tengok gambar kau]

Mysore Palace.panas panas manja =.=

we are in UK babeh.pergi mampos kau ayam.jangan perasan.





















minah bunga.kumbang takde.ceh.