booster dose

Bismillaah..



i have dermatology tests.both practical and theory.and also pharmacology's seminar and MCQ,which i haven't study yet.sungguh penat.sungguh.

i should be busy like a bee right now.but this can be considered as my take-5 la kan?because since 2 jam tadi duduk diam2 baca derm from 3rd page up to 67th page.berpinar-pinar dah mata.

btw,i have lots of things in my mind[bila masanya kepala kau kosong,Azian Hana?]

tengoklah nanti,weekend ni mungkin akan diceritakan.but i'm pretty sure that my post on weekend may contains my bebelan and rants and complaints about my exam.

tolong du'aa untuk urusan aku dipermudahkan.ini baru first internal exam.belum final.baru ujian dunia ni.alahai~

dan,dan.lepas sembahyang tadi baru perasan kenapa sejak belajar di India ni,selalu sangat cepat hilang focus.and dah jumpa reason kenapa bila buat kerja,tak pernah 100% punya semangat.tak macam duduk sekolah dulu.turun adala turun,but it never reached below 50% level.

kenapa ya?


sebab time sekolah dulu,tiap2 hujung minggu mesti salam cium tangan peluk mak dengan abah.rasa macam semangat dua manusia paling aku cinta dengan sepenuh cinta tu,meresap masuk ke hati.dan level semangat tu terus up.macam dapat booster dose of semangat.

nanti balik Malaysia,nak salam peluk cium mak dengan abah banyak2 kali.buat bekal untuk bawak balik ke India :)

birthday wishes

Bismillaah...



a quick one;

MAZNI MAZLAN and BAITH SHAIDAN and SALLEHIN ZULKAFLAY;

sanah helwah.happy birthday.selamat hari jadi.
May Allah showers the mercies upon all of you.

and special thanks to Mazni Mazlan:

thank you for always being there for me.and on lah handphone.orang nak wish guna suara laaa.haha.



notatapakkaki: my last entry had nothing to do with my very own life,let alone other people's lives.it was just something that i write.or maybe aku kena rasuk sekejap semalam :P

the end

Bismillah..





after;

a very long and tiring run,
all those years we spent together,
too many trials,
too many moments,
the awkward silences between us,
the smiles i gave,
the tears i shed,
the phone calls we made,
the hearts we broke,
the love we shared...

all these too shall passed.

like some chapters of stories written by the same author.we are correlated to each other,but not meant to be in a same book.or maybe,we never ever meant to get published as a whole.




and as every book has its own ending,so do us.

i am putting an end to our stories.

i let you go,after taking everything into consideration.and believe me,Allah knows best.

trinity

Bismillaah..


Comm Med buat hal lagi tadi.but i'm too exhausted to rant bout it.let it be the way it should be.hadapkan aja nanti.

but i might want to go to Comm Med's lectures if and only if the lecturers look like this man in this vid.and the most important is..his voice.eh,eh.lebih pulak.diam ah ayam.

not too late

Bismillaah..


"any crazy thoughts towards somebody may drive you out from your own safety and comfort zone."

dia.

"i'm done playing safe.let's start with something different.something..dangerous."

aku.


fine.

we'll go from here.

asthalin

Bismillah..

"kau macam inhaler asthalin aku.penting,cuma guna sekali sekala."

flashback

Bismillaah..


mungkir janji.sebab dulu pernah cakap yang tamau letak gambar banyak2 dekat kotak hitam kecik ni.but since i have *cough* new *cough* dslr..so i guess,putting up some pictures wouldn't be considered as a crime,kan?hehe.

nah,ambik.ori.fresh from camera.takde adobe photoshop.takde edit2.malas.

black bag.please ignore the retardness at the back :P




my Liverpool bag.tersadai dekat ruang tamu lepas habis kelas.




JunJun[right] and Teddy[left].not twins,but siblings.see Teddy's eyes.ptosis like his mom's too.haha




a thing.got from someone,who was going somewhere.

dah.

notatapakkaki; Comm Med dah siap.nyah kau dari hidup aku lepas ni.wait.tak boleh.i have test after hols.ish =.='