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past: those long phone conversation moments were simply the best.

present: and yes.you look way better in red.tee hee hee.

oh gosh,i wish Mazni's here!aha.tiba-tiba!

get well fast mak and abah!

mak and abah are unwell since past few days.both having fever and chills and can't wake up from their bed.how i terribly wish i'm in Malaysia,with both of them.kinda tearing me apart inside when i can't be with them through this hard time.

you must think that i'm freaking out too much.it is just a fever.right?but not for me.i feel so sad when i heard mak's voice through phone just now.she's kind of...crying?seriously,mak never cry,come hell or high water.well,at least not in front of me.

and when you are hundred miles away from your parent,you'll know how i felt when i heard her helpless voice.

please please please make some prayers for them to get better soon,will ya?thanks!

blessings :)

the sports day is over.well,this year,Mighty Apes is the champion.all praises to Allah,because without His guides and blessings,we are not gonna make it.and i feel so grateful since there's no such injuries and dramas like last year.hey,take it easy.sport is something you have to enjoy,to feel its benefits.of course,you want to be a winner when you enter any competition,but there's more than hamper and medals.if you get what i mean.

as for me,i'm getting closer and nicer with other people.i never been to Bett's house,let alone to have any sleepover or pillow talk with the circles of friends of hers.but hey,i did it. now i think about it, it was the nicest sleepover i ever had in these past few years.

oh i'm out of words.but i'm grateful because i'm blessed with this showers of loves around me these days.

heads up my friends.be proud of yourself and lets live a better life.enjoy your day and be grateful! :)

in my hopes

"At night when the stars light up my room.I sit by myself,talking to the moon.Try to get to you,in hopes you're on the other side talking to me too"

Bruno Mars: Talking to the Moon

rama-rama

hari ini perut aku penuh rama-rama.gementar.risau.takut.tapi dalam masa yang sama,aku berkobar-kobar.yang aku tahu,api tidak boleh dilawan api.aku sedang menumbuhkan ayat itu secara total ke dalam akal,dan hati.

dan selepas semua ini berakhir,aku kisahkan tentang sesuatu yang aku sudah hampir pegang,hampir aku simpan baik-baik dalam simpanan,tapi dengan tiba-tiba aku kehilangan.nanti.itu semua nanti.

jaga diri jangan pergi.aku datang nanti :)

yang aku ada,hanyalah cinta

"bila mana yang hanya aku mampu beri hanyalah cinta"

* sudah mimpi siang malam.terasa melayang atas angin begini,memang haru.

my boring Wednesday

been sleeping all day long.and i missed out my end posting exam(that was my actual plan),and also my 4 hours long lectures.the later one was unplanned okayy.

and i really think that i should enter sports school,other than med school.really.but He knows best.terima aje la buat waktu waktu begini.

and oh,i'm currently addcited to Phoenix; FynnJamal's.eventhough my other friends always like;

"lagu apa kau dengar ni?"

"kebendaaaaa la yang kau dengar ni"

"tak habis2 dengan lagu pelik macam tu"

well,that is me.and i am not you.that's for sure.