MISI BULAN TIGA

Track: BEAST; I Like You The Best

i've been reading THIS since past few days.well,since it is my intention exactly. for my 3rd phase MBBS exam on next March. eceh. baru bulan April 2011,dah lorat nak plan cuti untuk March 2012. okay whatever.

but seriously, i think the best journey is when you just go with the flow. and your instinct. and have hell lots of money, of course. i don't know,but i really really want to go there. banyakkkkkkkkkkk benda nak beli dekat sana. tee hee.

and because of these to people, i have my own plan for this becoming March. let's just call it as MISI BULAN TIGA. hehe.

and as for my study, i've been an absentee for 3 days. semua MQA punya pasal. jangan nak blame sesuka hati okay. penat sungguh la nak dapatkan accreditation ni. tiap-tiap malam balik lambat. asyik ada kerja kena buat. nasib baik hari ni boleh balik awal. and rasanya esok pagi boleh dah start tadah telinga dekat lecturers. sebab esok hari last MQA dekat Bangalore! big yeay! * as if kau dengar betul-betul lectures tu yan*

bulan 3

Track: Rainbow;To Me

*this is soo random.* i think i should change my blog's background.it looks too dull.and it's...BLACK.now,i really think black is not suitable for me.

okay habis benda random.

nak tanya la.pernah tak ada dengar satu lagu,and it stucked in your head,kept ringing in your ears for 24/7?it annoyed me in every ways.and i can't find the song's title for all this time.not that i didn't try to search for it,but it seems impossible to find it.and dah jadi malas untuk cari.

balik Malaysia bulan 3 hari tu,tak buat banyak benda pun.tak sempat jumpa kawan-kawan yang mahu dijumpa pun.*cough* Anis *cough*jangan kata nak bersua muka,nak mesej tanya "kau buat apa?" pun tak sempat. busy. jadi Doctor-in-the-house yang jaga Kak Nie dalam pantang lepas bersalin. oh sungguh rumit. tapi part paling best is when she handed over Qaseh for me to take care sepanjang pemergian dia ke tempat yang indah. apa? Dreamland. LOL. mesti la dia tidur kan pagi sampai tengahari sebab penat berjaga malam anak asyik merengek.it's okay. mesti membiasakan diri dengan semua itu. 6 tahun bukan lama sangat pun. inshaAllah. mesti kumpul semua skills yang diperlukan. muahaha.

abaikan.abaikan yang tadi merapu tu.lompat ke hal lain.

mari jenguk sekejap anak saudara. nama novel sungguh. Nur Qaseh Qalesya.

duduk tak sampai seminggu,mak su pulak bersalin. dapat Muhammad Aqil Amsyar.

dan sekarang,semua tengah tunggu Muhammad Aqif Nabihan.semoga selamat semuanya.

dan bila sebut tentang ni,aku rindu mak.rindu sorotan mata mak,yang tiap-tiap hari risau pasal kami adik beradik.kami dah besar panjang pun nak risau.tapi apa kata mak? dah besar tu lah lagi risau.kalau kecik boleh hentak dengan siku kalau buat entah hapa hapa. =.="

aku kagum dengan mak.aku kagum dengan abah.dah 30 tahun kahwin,tapi cinta makin kuat. tiap-tiap hari abah drive kereta pergi Hospital Ipoh dari Teluk Intan.keluar rumah pukul 3,sampai ward mak pukul 5.sembahyang asar dekat surau,then pergi jumpa mak.dekat tangan ada macam-macam plastic bag,penuh dengan makanan yang mak mintak belikan.mintaklah apa saja,mesti akan dibelikan.akan dicari sampai jumpa.tak pernah kenal erti penat lelah.sampai sakit-sakit pinggang drive pergi jenguk mak.

patut mak suruh cari suami yang sama atau lebih baik dari abah.memang patut.

message

i never heard a silence this loud.

there's no messages,no phone calls or even a single email in the inbox.but i got your message.loud and clear.

another hero

the gloomy days are here. i don't know what else to say.or what to write. this challenge is the biggest one since i ever born into this world. well,when it comes to family,every single thing matters.

it's okay. we have Allah. come whatever,we'll stay stronger. He'll help us through this obstacle.

can't wait for this Sunday to come.Malaysia! family! new niece. and my mom just told me that my last sibling is a BOY! alhamdulillah.. Aloi gonna have his own clan. perhaps no more bullying and mocking of him being the adopted child anymore after this.hee hee.

my mom

baru lepas call mak.

"she's having placenta previa stage 3,which is quite severe.if it progress to stage 4,then abruptio placenta will occur.we need to bring her to Hospital Ipoh,for further scanning and investigation.we can't do c-sec on her,since the fetus only pass through the 30 weeks of gestation.but don't worry,we'll control her bleeding,if it ever occurs,and we'll provide better treatment for her.and as soon as the fetus reach 36th weeks,we'll see if the c-sec can be done or not.but anyhow,just don't worry.she'll be ok."

having to hear this from the doctor himself is quite..frustrating for me. and i REALLY hope everything will be fine.

good news!!!!!!!

Track : Big Bang; What Is Right

EXAM IS OVER.well,at least the writing part.oh my,been ages since i found myself in a relax state like this! but ada exam practical in another 3 days.then ;

MALAYSIA!

malaysia bebeh! and boleh jumpa anak buah yang pertama.and inshaAllah kalau Allah izinkan,boleh tengok adik baru jugak nanti.ah tak sabar nak peluk cium mak dengan abah :)

scary,yet beautiful

Track: Big Bang;Cafe

the song that reminds me of you. the car that makes me think of you. the way someone talks that makes me run. the glances that we once had. the chances that we once took. anything. everything.

life is scary,yet beautiful.

just go and dance in the rain.whatever will be,will be.