the game is over.

never mind, i'll find someone like you.

starlight

exam Orthopedic dah habis.over!

maka selamatlah sudah siap satu rotation untuk year 4 ni.ya Allah.lega sungguh rasanya!macam satu beban dah diangkat dari bahu,and kepala dah ringan sikit.punya la cuak nak ambik exam pagi tadi sampai sejuk beku tangan.fuhhh.

boleh jawab ke tak? alhamdulillah. tapi part viva memang tak boleh blah.doctor terjah soalan bone tumour dengan anatomy.terkebil kebil bijik mata carik jawapan.

and nak dijadikan cerita,ada 3 doctors in Orthopedic department dapat anak.and all of them are boys! hebat gila. beranak tarikh dekat-dekat,laki semua tu. mesti bangga habis. Indian people really proud when they get a son. maka,pagi tadi merasa la manisan dari Dr.Niranjan. it's a tradition actually for the Indians. they give sweets everytime they have any special occasion. tanda bersyukur and nak share kegembiraan dengan orang lain.

i ate 4 of the sweets,and get sugar high right before the exam started.well,at least my brain gets its blood glucose supply.

and sebagai anak murid yang baik,kitorang hadiahkan rompers and blanket untuk babies yang baru lahir tu. ye la.orang berbudi,kita berbahasa.

maka,apa motif aku tulis entry ni?

sebab bosan.dah bantai tengok Running Man 5 episodes pun bosan lagi.apa nak jadi aku pun taktau.ni lah nama dia post-exam syndrome.

bye.

birthday

officially 22 years old.

kawan-kawan suruh belajar makin rajin.mak ayah suruh kahwin.

well,let me just behave as a 22 years old person should be.Thank Allah for this wonderful 22 years of my life.

reminder

"to hate others is ugly.to hate yourself is uglier"

Hlovate;aA+bB

family comes first.

amazing how some people bring happiness in your life.and i've been missing home too much lately.it's not good,considering the distance between the holidays and exams in between.time flies so fast that i'm in my last week in Orthopedic department. will be missing the sarcastic jokes from the doctors in it.

but the nightmare goes on.

next two weeks, i will be posted in Medicine department,which means more ward works,homework,and the most important this; more readings need to be done. medicine is a very vast subject.. and the doctors are even scarier than the Ortho doctors. tsk tsk.

and oh,the on calls! =.="

mak and abah sound very worried each time they received calls from me.they said i've lost the energy,mak even used her mother's instinct to send some energy to me.well,at least that's what she said. layankan aje la.

Qaseh and Aqeef are growing very well.alhamdulillah. Qaseh has started to stand up by herself and Aqeef,well,since he's a pre-term baby,he's quite slow in catching up the paces.but he's doing well,i know.because last time when i called home,all i could hear was his screams.and that made me missed home even more. sobs.

it's okay.keep holding on AzianHana. you can get through this! fighting!

psycho

i wish i could modified my Beats.like this;

pretty,isn't it?

and my current wallpaper. *grins* i just can't helped it. these 6 people are adorable and inspiring.

sudah la.naik lenguh pipi asyik senyum tenung mende ni.bye.

fit

kembali posting di department Ortho setelah 2 minggu di hantar ke jabatan kecemasan.okay skema gila BM aku.

ortho is interesting,the problem is my classmates.idk.you could blame me for not having good relationship with certain people in my batch,but i did try my best to fit myself with these kind of people. these lack-of-common-sense-if-they-take-EQ test-they-will-failed-it-right away people.and it is tiring to please and follow their ways of learning.

or maybe i just don't like them.i don't know.

and today,i had the opportunity to observe the Caesarean section done in the operation theatre.and also one removal of implant in left tibia. go google if you don't have any idea what these things mean. i tried to convince the surgeon in charge to let me scrub in and help him during the surgery.

and he said: "let me test you in your anatomy first,then we'll see if you can join me"

i smiled and waited for his question.but he uttered no words. lupa kewujudan dan soalan aku tadi la kot.am i that invicible? cukup tak puas hati aku dengan doctor pelupa macam ni.haish. it's okay. i still have another 3 weeks in this ortho department. usaha tangga kejayaan,AzianHana.

and tomorrow is On-call day. yeayyy! *bunyi cengkerik* =.="

next week ada seminar on bone and joints infections.punya la luas skop tajuk seminar tu.kena buat sorang2 pulak tu.sedih ya amat.nasib baik ada Sabtu Ahad ni.alamatnya memerap di rumah buat seminar la nampaknya.

harapan dan angan-angan untuk main basketball hujung minggu ni musnah dah sebab Tuhan tengah bagi aku kifarah dosa sekejap.

i have de quervain's tenosynovitis. it's not serious,but every time i move my thumb,it hurts. so the doctor asked me to wear that splint.harap-harap boleh recover cepat sebab menaip sambil pakai splint ni memang tak seronok.

i am currently wearing this kind of thing,except for mine is way uglier than this. (read: YOU CAN'T FIND FANCY THINGS IN INDIA)