message

i never heard a silence this loud.

there's no messages,no phone calls or even a single email in the inbox.but i got your message.loud and clear.

another hero

the gloomy days are here. i don't know what else to say.or what to write. this challenge is the biggest one since i ever born into this world. well,when it comes to family,every single thing matters.

it's okay. we have Allah. come whatever,we'll stay stronger. He'll help us through this obstacle.

can't wait for this Sunday to come.Malaysia! family! new niece. and my mom just told me that my last sibling is a BOY! alhamdulillah.. Aloi gonna have his own clan. perhaps no more bullying and mocking of him being the adopted child anymore after this.hee hee.

my mom

baru lepas call mak.

"she's having placenta previa stage 3,which is quite severe.if it progress to stage 4,then abruptio placenta will occur.we need to bring her to Hospital Ipoh,for further scanning and investigation.we can't do c-sec on her,since the fetus only pass through the 30 weeks of gestation.but don't worry,we'll control her bleeding,if it ever occurs,and we'll provide better treatment for her.and as soon as the fetus reach 36th weeks,we'll see if the c-sec can be done or not.but anyhow,just don't worry.she'll be ok."

having to hear this from the doctor himself is quite..frustrating for me. and i REALLY hope everything will be fine.

good news!!!!!!!

Track : Big Bang; What Is Right

EXAM IS OVER.well,at least the writing part.oh my,been ages since i found myself in a relax state like this! but ada exam practical in another 3 days.then ;

MALAYSIA!

malaysia bebeh! and boleh jumpa anak buah yang pertama.and inshaAllah kalau Allah izinkan,boleh tengok adik baru jugak nanti.ah tak sabar nak peluk cium mak dengan abah :)

scary,yet beautiful

Track: Big Bang;Cafe

the song that reminds me of you. the car that makes me think of you. the way someone talks that makes me run. the glances that we once had. the chances that we once took. anything. everything.

life is scary,yet beautiful.

just go and dance in the rain.whatever will be,will be.

about the clouds in the atmosphere

up up here we go!

i need a brain

Track: Rocketeer; Fareast Movement

final is next Monday. and i'm wondering what the heck am i doing writing all these here? i should go and study till i get a nosebleed or something or whatever.

i miss capturing the precious moments during this early March. i seriously need to finish this exam and be happy again. *sigh*

how i wish i'm with the people i love right now. who? my family, my friends! Mazni especially. i just love her stupid jokes,even if i feel like punching her face everytime she did all those kinds of jokes! shessh!

and looks like i have to say goodbye to a new lens, as i'm saving up my money for these October trip! BIG YEAY! where? jeng jeng jeng! just wait and see.

and yes. does anyone know how to upload pictures into computer,other than connecting the cable of camera into laptop, because i'm too lazy to do that :/

my cam's memory card is a mess.thousands of pictures need to be loaded into my external. they have been in there like...forever.

okay i'm off. bye.