balik

going back to Malaysia negaraku terchenta in less than 15 hours.

bam ba ra ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta!~

dogma

i've been looking for an answer since becoming adult,

not looking for dogma for living like a cult.

being me is difficult,but being you is beyond that.so yeah,i'm pretty much grateful now.

life is more than what you think

SUNNY HILL'S PRAY MV

go watch this.my heart hurts.

A man born with a mutated appearance tries to reconnect with the world through a woman who approaches him.He's interested in learning to touch,feel and opening his mind.but he's discriminated again because of his bizarre mutated appearance,and is oppressed.

the suffers he felt because of his curiousity about the world,his fears of others, his story of despair,and the pain in his heart.

i don't know.

this is hauntingly beautiful.

life is not just fluffy bunnies and rainbows. Everyone wants to be perfect,but there are just some people who wants to be treated fairly.

grateful is the right word

i was staring into space,lost in my own thoughts,in my crowded class today.what if it was wrong to go through this,all of this?what if i made a wrong decision.what about the road not taken?what if i'm not here?

but too much of "what if" is bad.

the decision has been made long ago.and it was my own choice[if you minus those continuous nags from mak].

true.it's been hell[excuse my languange] here,yet some time years later,i know that i will be grateful for everything i experienced here.

so maybe after this i'll toned down my excessive-useless-rude-words towards people in India.kekeke.we'll see how.

my friend

i hope you will come and wear your red baju melayu.not that black one.

i'm outta words now.another 10 days left before going back to Malaysia!Qaseh dengan Aqeef dah gemok tembam macam baby kena pam.geraaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmm!

mak bising-bising mintak pendapat nak cat rumah warna apa.abah dekat belakang tak habis-habis obses dengan warna biru.berebut phone dengan mak sebab nak tegakkan pilihan dia.

apa-apa aje la mak.asalkan semua sihat-sihat,warna warni pun tak apa rumah kita!

betrayal

there's no one in this world that i will believe anymore.

chances aren't cheap.

Track; My Friend;Cho PD feat Insooni

people make mistakes.and they deserve chances.to change for a betterment.

but if they make mistakes,even after getting all the chances they could,then that's it.i believe in chances,but not this much.

oh no worries,this is just another random thoughts of mine.bye.