biasan

Bismillah..


demam dah kebah.dan aku tarik balik tulisan aku dlm post yang lepas.sebab;

1.housemate aku ADA buat sup ayam panas yang ada kentang.
2.housemate aku ADA jeram kepala aku yang panas dengan air asam jawa.

hihi.


aku dah habis sumber bacaan.sila tolak buku pelajaran dan tafsir kejap.dan tilik kebosanan aku sekarang.

:|

sekarang memang zaman orang lupa janji,kan?maklumlah,sekarang zaman busy,zaman teknologi.blahhhh..as if orang tu sibuk sangat la kan.



whatever.i couldn't care less.
.......

my sudden sickness reminds me of my parent.a always have them in my mind,since all i got to do was lying and rolling on the bed.and it makes me think what would happened to myself when my parent are not here with me anymore?the answer is easy;

a complete disaster.

i just can't see myself living without them.because all these years,all i know is;

"abah,nak beli baju ni.cantik tak?"

or

"maaakkkkk..teringin nak makan laksa la."

or

"abah....jom pergi jalan-jalan"

or

"maaakkkk,sakit gigi!"


this happened on last March,when i even called my mom,in the middle of the night,just to say.."mak,sakit gigi!"..then i hang up.she called me back and i cried and cried until my mom said;

"dah la tuu..jangan nangeh.esok pergi jumpa doctor".


and that's it.i stopped crying and went to sleep.


see,they have a really,really big impact in my life.

but i think most of us have this kind of influence kan?

.....
tapi;


kita merancang,Allah yang tentukan.biar hebat macam mana pun rancangan,kalau Allah kata;

kun fayakun..

maka jadilah ia.

Allah knows better.