p/s: here's some excessive words and melancholic drama. just leave if you're searching for any recipes or jokes.this entry is not the place you're looking for.
i spent the entire day thinking about the things i wanna told her.even when eating that delicious ice cream at Swensen pun,i kept on thinking about her reaction when she hear my stories.i have tons of things to share.i want to tell her how my heart was broken and fallen into pieces when i didn't get to hear from her for almost 3 months.not even a word.i want to tell her how hurt myself was when someone make me like an outsider.
i even rejected the calls from that person,just to make myself free and available for her.i borrowed my roommate's phone,so that i can call her and tell her everything.
i expect her to listen to me even if i called her 12 at night.
and that's because i thought that we are best friend.best friend that will stayed through thick and thin.
and now,she just proved that all my thoughts were wrong.i really can't expect anything from now onwards.
and yes.you are right.we are living in the two different worlds.
"lost is the only thing we had,without the chance to bid adieu" FynnJamal;No More
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