Thursday, November 25, 2010

this is sick

Bismillaah..


salam and hye peeps.

it's been a while since i wrote about something serious here.okay fine.not so serious but pretty much normal for a homo sapien.i'm busy.seriously busy,but not with my study.it supposed to be filled with books and notes and whatnot,but i choose not to face all those things.i can't really get a grip on myself nowadays.i just seem to find and search for something new,something fresh,something fun.i don't know how to describe it.but i felt kind of...lonely?not that lonely,but i just felt that i need THAT something to push me and drag me into all those books and notes.

i always believe in myself.i am not that kind of person that will followed what other people been doing.they want to study,okay fine.study.i don't care.you want to eat your notes and sleep with your books?go on.i have no problem with that.

but i'm really upset when other people looked down on me.i mean come on.who are you to judge me?my parent?my alter ego?

absolutely NOT.

and i really,really,really hate to hear all those comments from your mouth.we are not even that close.so please stop it.i appreciate it,but just stop right there.they are good advices,but somehow i just can't put them into my life.we are different.way too different.so stop already.okayyy?



p/s: we are friends.no doubt.but we got our methods.so let me do it my way.


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