#np; i need an airbag,Before I hit the great sadness that approaches
do you know the feeling,when you see someone living a life you've been longing for?you pray so hard to be in her shoes,yet you just can't.i know what happened to me all this while is a fate,arranged by God.but is it wrong to dream?
no,i guess not.
the freedom she has,i want it too.the smiles,tears,laughs and people that came and stay/leave in her life,i want them too.i have been dreaming to live such life,ever since i was in school.and surprise surprise,when i finally have the chance to do so,someone stopped me.no,i'm not regretting the decision i made,i just want to let this out.i didn't choose this path,someone made me to.i didn't agree to this but i nodded my head.
and all i can do now is either cry or feeling jealous over her life.if only i can turned back the time,but it's too impossible,right?
i wish i'm that stubborn girl again.someone who can have a firm grip on her own decision.but a wish is just a wish.
life stays the same,and i have to move on.
pathetic,isn't it?
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