sayur.

february is going to end soon.and i just can;t wait to finish this rural psychiatry posting.what i don't like about it is,the journey to go to the rural hospital. took me one and half hour to reach there.and India,being the most 'incredible' country,has the most bumpy roads ever.

aku rasa macam sayur tiap kali turun bas lepas sampai kat hospital tu.

and kalau dah jadi sayur,macam mana la nak stay focused and letak stethoscope kat badan orang.rentak jantung orang pun aku dah dengar macam kuah masak lemak mendidih dalam kuali.

tapi harap harapnya,bermula dari hari esok yang bakal cerah dan ceria *ayat minta penampar* akan ku gagahkan diri untuk tak menjadi sayur.lagipun cobaan ini hanyalah sebulan.tak mengapa.demi rakyat-rakyat india yang miskin dan dalam kesusahan,aku sabarkan hati.manalah tahu nanti dah start HO kena posted kat bahagian yang pedalaman sikit.bukan kampung,pedalaman.mark my word. kang tuduh aku berlagak kaya pulak kannnn.

eh btw,nina and marbeck,this is for you two.

thank you for being there.thank you for listening to me weeping and crying all the way from bangalore.yes i was being a crybaby that day.but i failed the exam.i have the rights to cry,kan?thank god for giving these 2 precious people to me.

and nina,walaupun kau terharu dengan ayat aku,aku still nak sepak kaki kau time jumpa bulan 4 nanti. i know u'll be reading this.ahahah.