kerana kau

i was thinking about going early to sleep.but i ended up watching minami shineyo episode 10.hahaha.gila kau ayam.dah la esok clinical exam.eventhough 25 soalan MCQ's yang berkemungkinan besar akan ditembak dengan hebatnya.and yeah.

good news.good news.

esok exam aku pukul 8.nantikan...

=.=

sengal.kan?

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i was and am trying to sleep before 12 o clock.but i never succeed in doing that.kalau baring baring pun akan tetap berguling guling sampai pukul 12.01 minit malam.okay.tipu.lebih sikit lagi dari tu.haha.

aha.good news lagi.

i don't have any free days for this weekend.

pagi; exam clinical.

tengahari; pergi pasar.masak.

petang; grouping works.Palestine issues.which i'm not even done with finding the informations.bleghhh..

malam; i have a crisis here.i have to attend 2 different events.first,a talk on Palestine issues which i am so eager to go.and secondly,birthday party for my friends,which is likely need me to be there,as i am the who have to cook and all.dah masak penat penat,takkan tak join.

pagi ahad; coffee medicine talk by Dr. Zainurrashid.yang best tu.

the events will ended in the afternoon.and esoknya dah kena pergi first medicine clinical.which is the new posting department.

see,i am going to be a busy bee.don't even have time to watch one or two weekend movies.gila kau ayam.

=.=


and my Mahindra Rodeo belum dapat lagi.tiap tiap hari kena compromised dengan pak cik auto driver yang sangat suka sebab dapat makan duit aku rs60 rupee setiap kali pergi Baptist Hospital tu.siot.ape ni Mahindra.cepat lah menjelma.wuuu..

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haaa.i did mention before yang i went to Mysore for a day trip,didn't i?

next post will be about it.gambar okay gambar.


ohsorandom: why oh why tae kyung oppa tu tetiba jadi macam comel.a bit.or is it because of my eyes?or my mind?gila ke kau ayam?

rambleshackle 2

Bismillah.

mode:terkedu


tadi aku jenguk iluvislam.terbaca satu artikel.eheh.aku cari sebenarnya.

dan betullah aku rasa keputusan aku ni.yang dah lama di peruk dan dijeruk.

lepas ni,lagu Mar Jawaan tu dah takkan berkumandang dah la kot.

:)


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aku punya blogdrive dah selamat di delete kan.huh.memang tak tau nak buat apa dengan yang itu.cerita itu pun dah tersadai lebih 2 bulan.

makanya,tinggalkan saja dulu.

:|

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ohsorandom:kenapa sekarang aku tengok kawan aku ada yang dah terbalik.yang alim bertudung labuh dulu sekarang dah free hair.tapi dia masih baik,cuma bukan yang dulu lagi.semoga kau jumpa balik diri kau yang dulu.

tak tahu apa apa

kau diam.aku diam.kita sama sama diam.

ambil jari jari itu dan bawa ke arah bulan atas sana.kemudian bawa kembali ke arah dada kiri kamu.

kamu renung ke mata aku,dan kata;
"aku cinta kau.sungguh ni"

romantik?



tak.

bagi aku,ini tak romantik.langsung tidak.

rambleshackle 1

Bismillah..

mode:lompat lompat.

cakap pasal lompat,teringin nak makan kuih lompat tikam.

=.=

tak ada nak cakap apa,tapi sekarang tengah pelik dengan seorang kawan.

dua tiga bulan sebelum ni,kami macam rapat.sekarang dah tak.siapa yang salah.aku ke dia?ke memang manusia selalu berubah?

biarkan.yang sepatutnya tetap akan bertandang pada masanya.di kala susah,dia pasti datang.

kita tunggu.dan lihat sambl geleng kepala sama sama.



ohsorandom:rasa nak hirup udara segar,tapi mana ada.rasa nak renung bintang,tapi tak ada masa.

selak kan sikit

Bismillah.

mode:busy as a bee


okay.either you noticed it or not,my current status or mode always been busy,busy and busy.

dan siang tadi,telah selamat menjalani first clinical test dengan jayanya.ceh.jaya la sangat kau ayam.

my heart was pounding like heck,and i was nervous.tahap asbestos punya nervous okay.huuu.tapi fuh,fuh.baca selawat dah berjuta kali.buku clinical surgery pun rasa macam dah habis selak.sampai every each of the sentences tu dah hafal by heart kot.so,i entered the examination room,and there he is.the doctor aka the examiner.tapi muka still cool.

and trying to be as confident as i can be,i went through all the things about ulcer and all..i was about to be 99.9% sure that i was doing the best,as he expected me to be.

tapi..all i got was..

"you have to read up more.but it is okay.you can go now"

and i was like....


"haaa?read up more?aku dah hafal ayat dalam buku tu by heart sebijik sebijik.apekebenda lagi aku kena baca?heck!"

dan sekarang aku sedar,nak jadi medical student yang bagus,kena jadi geek.memang kena.

agak-agak,kalau hafal Bailey and Love's Practical Surgery tu baru boleh mengaku hebat kot.

:P

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there will be some Aman Palestin punya program this whole weekend.and i'm gonna be as tired as i can.confirm.hailoohhh.

saving Palestine is a very,very big mission.semua umat Islam kena betul betul berjuang.bukan setakat boikot all the Israelian punya barang barang.itu memang lah salah satu cara,tapi bukan ke kita kena usaha lebih lagi?bukan setakat sekat material diorang aje,but we,as muslim,umat akhir zaman,kena pakat betul betul.

and about the boikot thingy,i AM trying to get hold of myself from buying Cokes.seriously.tapi kena buat slow slow lah kan.

=.=

ah,back to my rambles just now.what do we expect to happen to Palestine?do we expect it to be free from Israelian?or free from any political agendas?

tengok sekeliling kita la.masjid dekat Malaysia ada lebih daripada seribu.tapi bilangan saf sembahyang subuh di masjid boleh kira dengan jari.ah,jangankan sembahyang Subuh,maghrib pun kadang kadang tak penuh jugak surau yang kecil.

bukankah takkan selamat Palestin ke tangan umat Islam selagi saf subuh di masjid tak sama dengan saf sembahyang Jumaat?

aku pun bukan baik sangat.sembahyang pun kadang kadang lewat waktu.tapi aku ada hak untuk bersuara kan?

jadi mari fikirkan sejenak.selagi upaya,kita cuba.kalau aak boleh jihad secara terus,kita cuba cara lain.paling mudah,doakan keselamatan mereka setiap kali sembahyang.

dan sesungguhnya doa itu senjata orang mukmin.


Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

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it's been a long time since i played basketball.rindu tahap asbestos la nak main.

=.=

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ohsorandom:aku rindu gila dekat kau,tau tak?

cuba fikir

mode: penat and busy

oh.memang tengah busy gila.pergi kelas balik kelas.masak makan.belajar tidur.

tapi;

aku masih boleh tenung gambar kau selama 5 minit sebelum tidur.

kau?

jangan harap.memang takkan pernah ada.

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esok ada test clinical.and i'm not too sure if i can make it or not.

let's just pray for the best lah kan.

ohsorandom: switchfoot dah keluar lagu baru.and i am happily hoping for the album to appear in front of me,magically.

campur lah semua sekali

wasn't able to show the bright side of me.that was my fault ke?

is it my fault if i can't get hold of the world u offered me before?i didn't mean to.serious.

maybe because we are way toooooooo far from all the memories.and yes.congratulations.you made me upset lagi sekali.

tahniah la sangat.

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being posted to the surgery department didn't stop me from taking a nap in the afternoon.besides,it was a very long nap.from 1 pm to almost 3.30 pm.heh.can't blame me.the doctors were too busy to notice us yang tengah tekun menunggu di bilik OPD tu.

and i'm glad i spent almost rm2k for my iPod.sebab itu ajelah penghibur di kala duka saya di bilik OPD yang sempit lagi panas itu.heh.

apa apa pun,ada orang tu jadi brilliant girl hari ni.haha.

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and by the way,i have to go shopping for aqram's and elron's present tomorrow.lagipun bulan december dah dekat.tak salah kot spend banyak sikit kat diorang.haha

:P

and yeah.my sister's birthday too.

happy birthday dear sis.you are 16 girl!enjoy your new scooter lah.but i'm not giving you anything,sebab you'll get bag adidas warna PINK from someone else.kira cincai la dari kakakmu ini jua.

and remember.tarikh keramat ni.11 december okay.hantar guna fedex la cepat sampai sikit.i'll be waiting okay.muahaha.

yang benar,
kakakmu yang sengkek tapi baik.

:))

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and oh.

my mom.

mom,i know you are reading this(jangan pura pura tak tau).

please,please,please.go see the doctor.and have a full check ups on yourself.i worried sick here.kalau malu,ajak abah.haha.

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ohsorandom:Ya Allah.Hwan Tae Kyung tu memang cute tahap asbestos la time dia gelak.his eyes went up a little(banyak sebenarnya).squint.omaigot.omaigot.cute gila weyh.cute gila.