mode:busy as a bee
okay.either you noticed it or not,my current status or mode always been busy,busy and busy.
dan siang tadi,telah selamat menjalani first clinical test dengan jayanya.ceh.jaya la sangat kau ayam.
my heart was pounding like heck,and i was nervous.tahap asbestos punya nervous okay.huuu.tapi fuh,fuh.baca selawat dah berjuta kali.buku clinical surgery pun rasa macam dah habis selak.sampai every each of the sentences tu dah hafal by heart kot.so,i entered the examination room,and there he is.the doctor aka the examiner.tapi muka still cool.
and trying to be as confident as i can be,i went through all the things about ulcer and all..i was about to be 99.9% sure that i was doing the best,as he expected me to be.
tapi..all i got was..
"you have to read up more.but it is okay.you can go now"
and i was like....
"haaa?read up more?aku dah hafal ayat dalam buku tu by heart sebijik sebijik.apekebenda lagi aku kena baca?heck!"
dan sekarang aku sedar,nak jadi medical student yang bagus,kena jadi geek.memang kena.
agak-agak,kalau hafal Bailey and Love's Practical Surgery tu baru boleh mengaku hebat kot.
:P
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there will be some Aman Palestin punya program this whole weekend.and i'm gonna be as tired as i can.confirm.hailoohhh.
saving Palestine is a very,very big mission.semua umat Islam kena betul betul berjuang.bukan setakat boikot all the Israelian punya barang barang.itu memang lah salah satu cara,tapi bukan ke kita kena usaha lebih lagi?bukan setakat sekat material diorang aje,but we,as muslim,umat akhir zaman,kena pakat betul betul.
and about the boikot thingy,i AM trying to get hold of myself from buying Cokes.seriously.tapi kena buat slow slow lah kan.
=.=
ah,back to my rambles just now.what do we expect to happen to Palestine?do we expect it to be free from Israelian?or free from any political agendas?
tengok sekeliling kita la.masjid dekat Malaysia ada lebih daripada seribu.tapi bilangan saf sembahyang subuh di masjid boleh kira dengan jari.ah,jangankan sembahyang Subuh,maghrib pun kadang kadang tak penuh jugak surau yang kecil.
bukankah takkan selamat Palestin ke tangan umat Islam selagi saf subuh di masjid tak sama dengan saf sembahyang Jumaat?
aku pun bukan baik sangat.sembahyang pun kadang kadang lewat waktu.tapi aku ada hak untuk bersuara kan?
jadi mari fikirkan sejenak.selagi upaya,kita cuba.kalau aak boleh jihad secara terus,kita cuba cara lain.paling mudah,doakan keselamatan mereka setiap kali sembahyang.
dan sesungguhnya doa itu senjata orang mukmin.

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini
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it's been a long time since i played basketball.rindu tahap asbestos la nak main.
=.=
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ohsorandom:aku rindu gila dekat kau,tau tak?
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