total loss

Track: Lightless;B2ST

headphone dah sebelah tak bunyi.adakah ini petunjuk untuk headphone baru?

i want those LE Beats by Dr Dre. seorang doctor haruslah pakai barang yang dibuat oleh doctor juga.puahahahhaa.alasan kau sungguh tak meyakinkan ayam.

oh tadi call mak.mak bagi dengar Aqeef melalak dekat phone.senyum sorang2 aku dibuatnya.tiba2 bila Aqeef dah diam Qaseh pulak yang melalak dekat belakang.maka mak bagi aku dengar Qaseh punya nangis plak.dia memang menang besar lah.kuat sungguh suara budak tu.dah la siap berdengung segala.mak kata Qaseh dah pandai gelak and kenal orang.mak kata Qaseh manja sangat dengan Mak Ndak dia.okay jealous sungguh di sini.mana aciiiiiiiii.Mak Teh terpaksa merantau ke India demi ilmu sedangkan Mak Ndak hanya perlu duduk dan masak serta gomol bayi secara total.ini tidak adil.sungguh tidak adil.hish.

eh ayam,dah hilang ke sedih melankolik kau tu?

entah.ada la saki baki,tapi selagi tak ungkit secara besar besaran,inshaAllah selamat takde apa2.tapi kalau kena ungkit tanya soal siasat,dah sah-sah airmata satu baldi.

bak kata mak,dah buat macam mana.jodoh tak sampai.Tuhan nak bagi yang lagi baik la tu.

haah mak.haah.

sorry it's my blog so i can write whatever i want

Track: It's You;SUJU

replaying this song again and again and again.we have come to this point.after this,how could i be able to hear this song and smile?

losing

Track: On Rainy Days; B2ST

baru lepas main hujan.lenjun satu badan.

but even the dripping water can't wash away this sad feelings.

*when you found the EXACT song to describe your feelings*

When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
Even today, without a doubt
I just can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

Now I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you
Because of this pride

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

I must be drink, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you
No, it doesn’t mean that
It just means the time we had together was significant
When it’s the type of day that you would like
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories
I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape

Now I erase all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) Now there’s no path for me to return to
But looking at your happy face
I will try to keep on laughing, since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you

On the rainy days you come and fine me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

What can I do about something that’s already ended?
I’m just regretting being the stupid fool I was
Rain always falls, so it will repeat itself over
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
Rain always falls, so it will repeat itself over
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

so this is how it feels like to lose you.

need you now

Track; Hello Hello;FT Island

KAN AKU DAH CAKAP,TAKDE KOTIE MEMANG AKAN BANGUN LAMBAT AND SKIP KELAS!SEE WHAT I'VE DONE!MISSING ENT CLASS JUST LIKE THAT!HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

unexpected u-turn

Track: Lonely;2NE1

a miracle happened today!guess what?

IT WASN'T MEDICINE POSTING.IT'S OBG!!!!YEAYYYYY!!

i was about to skip today posting,if it was medicine department.not ready at all.i went to school with selipar jepun.but since it turned out to be OBG,i stayed at the hospital.selamat attendance posting aku.hehe.

and it was interesting today.haven't been in OBG department for a long time,and now i'm back in there,i feel very happy!nomu nomu hangbokhae!hehe.

and that,makes me miss Aqeef and Qaseh much much more.

and Kotie dah balik Malaysia for a week.now tell me,who's gonna knock on my door and yell;

"AYAM BANGUN LAH WEI DAH TUJUH SETENGAH BANGUN MANDI CEPAT NANTI LAMBAT SAMPAI KELAS CEPAT LA BANGUN BANGUN LA AYAM!"

okay drama sangat.bye.

ps: malam ni ada postmortem SECRET GARDEN 2011.pfftttttt.

the broken promises

Track; Jar of Hearts;Christina Perri

"Who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms"

sadly,those frustrating emotions are coming back to me,now that i'm not busy anymore.i shouldn't listen to this song.

i blame Arif Jo for making me listen to this song again.cisssssss...whatever.

oh,SECRET GARDEN 2011 IS DONE!and Aaron performance was AWESOME!i miss the old him who used to sing stupid and silly songs for me.those nice,simple stupid songs played when we were in an iStore.good old days eyh.

*okay kalau dia baca mesti terharu.kahkahkah*

menangis sekaranggggggggggggggggggggggg.

okay.all i need is a good rest.i'll wake up at 3pm tomorrow.kekeekee

nappun yeoja

Track; Back To You;B2ST

my body,(including my lips) is swollen.badly.it's either because of the bed bugs,or something.i'll go and seek for doctor's help tomorrow.

and oh,bad news.i have Casualty and Emergency's exam tomorrow.but whatever.

and one last thing;

BEAST COMEBACK WAS AWESOME!I'M ANTICIPATING MORE AND MORE GREAT STAGE PERFORMANCES!

*facepalm*

this isn't the pure happiness.certainly not.